Walk Away

[Verse 1]
我眼睁睁看着你远去的身影
Yo I watch you walk away cause
只因我不曾想过你会离开
I didn't think you'd leave
我觉得你知晓
I thought that you knew
你就是我的全部
That you meant everything to me
我知道我们在冷战
I know we get mad
我们情绪捉摸难定
And we yell and blow steam
而今你悄然离开
But now you're gone
我却只能在梦里与你相拥
I only see you in my dreams
茫然不知所措
Don't know what to do
只因最近我萎靡不振
Cause lately I've been lacking passion
自我的伤痛
Self inflicted pain
只是为了引起你该死的注意
Just to cause a damn reaction
告诉人们不要揭穿
Telling people not to cut
我在对大众撒谎
I'm lying to the masses
只因我一直自我封闭
Cause I've been in my room
用刀片傻乎乎地笑
With the blade ****ing laughing
如今我爱这疼痛
Now I love the pain
它让我上瘾
It's evolved to an addiction
我直面时间，勇敢地开辟新生活
Only time my head is straight
却不符合规定
Is off the prescriptions
脑海中的声音
But the voices in my head
告诉我不要放弃
Tell me keep resisting
我默然流泪
So I shed the tears
凝视远方
And stare into the distance
已然失去想要的一切
Don't know what I'm looking for
所存的仅仅是一丝希望
But now I know it's hope
而我现在已疲于寻觅
And I'm not gonna find that
这些药或者是毒
From these pills or the ****
就此燃烧我的情绪
Burned in my emotions
一次次吞吐烟圈
With each breath of the smoke
我知道这就是流逝的时间
I know that this time
我会找到更好的办法来解决
I'll find a better way to cope
我把自己一块块的切开，奉给你
[Verse 2]
我所有的全部
I gave you every part of me
你拥抱所谓的美好
Everything I had
你的语气很坏
You embrace the good
却还说着我们会重归于好
And you tone on the bad
你说你总会为我重蹈覆辙
Said that we'd be fine
但现在你走了，我觉得自己像个垃圾
And that you'd always have my back
我是爱情之船的溺死者
But now you're gone I'm alone feeling like trash
哑巴歌手
I'm the love ship sinker
硬汉风度
Dumb kid singer
我是个愚蠢的过度思考者
Tough boy demeanor
一直想解决我的问题
I'm the stupid over thinker
心迟钝到不会说谎，不会说谎...
I've been tryna solve my problems
几个月头脑混沌
With the hit of a blunt I won't lie
只好用烟草麻痹自己 那时候
I ain't been sober In months
没有人曹踏马的在乎
I just smoke when I feel like
或者当我行尸走肉般想要放弃的时候
No one gives a ****
那就是一天又一天
Or when I'm in the dump Just wishing to give it up
这些药物现在是我的一部分
That's every single day
我是一个受人困惑而毫无艺术的艺术家
These drugs are now apart of me
I'm a painter who's confused And lacking artistry