PURPLE LIGHTER

Always got them pack of smokes even if I'm never smoking
I've always got that smile on even if nobody's joking
I don't know how much longer I can take the faking and lying
And saying everything's okay when I'm thinking about dying
I cannot help the fact
I still check up on you to be sure that you're fine
I just hope you're okay even if you will never be mine
Just to see your face in my head knowin' you'll be here one day
My arms covered in scars and the same goes for my brain
Dig a grave that goes deeper than my hatred
For the people here and all these unfamiliar faces
I don't know what you've been thinking
I just want to know just what you're drinking so hand me a glass
Every second just thinking of you and if you ever meant it
The words you had said when you weren't such a mess
And I love you so much I could never forget
Em' you made me forget about all my obsessions
You made me think I had got past my depression
And now I'm still makin' these songs and I'm stressin'
I'm fallin' to pieces let this be a lesson
Baby, I don't want to leave this place alone
I just want to know why did you go
I just want to see you before I go and let you know