smeared makeup

My eyes are wide open, hearts wired shut
Dis 40's for hopin' n the other is just to numb the cuts
I keep my water warm in case I cut my wrists, hoe
Just want you to be informed that I won't feel that sh*t flow
Give a thanks to all my demons that I conjured up
All their screamin' finally got me to loosen up
Chrome on my veins, time to let that sh*t slip
Babe, your smeared makeup ain't gonna save sh*t
My eyes are wide open, hearts wired shut
Dis 40's for hopin' n the other is just to numb the cuts
I keep my water warm in case I cut my wrists, hoe
Just want you to be informed that I won't feel that sh*t flow
Give a thanks to all my demons that I conjured up
All their screamin' finally got me to loosen up
Chrome on my veins, time to let that shit slip
Babe, your smeared makeup ain't gonna save sh*t
Life gets a kick, makin' me a joke
It's like I'm the b**ch, God tryna spit n choke
Born in the suburbs but raised dirt broke
I'm comfy in the gutters
But wanna live in the reapers home
Keep tweakin' off the lies you spun
To help you cope off the things you done
When you see me bein' lowered in the sun
You can't save me none
Too late to show your smeared makeup
My eyes are wide open, hearts wired shut
Dis 40's for hopin' n the other is just to numb the cuts
I keep my water warm in case I cut my wrists, hoe
Just want you to be informed that I won't feel that sh*t flow
Give a thanks to all my demons that I conjured up
All their screamin' finally got me to loosen up
Chrome on my veins, time to let that sh*t slip
Babe, your smeared makeup ain't gonna save sh*t
My eyes are wide open, hearts wired shut
Dis 40's for hopin' n the other is just to numb the cuts
I keep my water warm in case I cut my wrists, hoe
Just want you to be informed that I won't feel that shit flow
Give a thanks to all my demons that I conjured up
All their screamin' finally got me to loosen up
Chrome on my veins, time to let that shit slip
Babe, your smeared makeup ain't gonna save sh*t