why am i ok

Days they blur
他们模糊了时间
Your flame still burns
但你仍然在我心里燃烧
Your name sounds worse
你名声好像更坏了
But I'm unconcerned
但我不关心
I wanna be happy, you're off my mind
我想开心，但是你不在我脑海里
I wanna say I'm great, but I just feel fine
我想说我感觉很好但我只感觉还不坏
Up late again searchin' for the sun at night
又一次熬夜为了不存在的太阳
Drifting through the day, to settle for the stars in the sky
日复一日，为了星空
I wish I could feel something
我希望我能明白
I wish I could feel you
我想我能明白你
I wish I could feel some pain
我希望我能理解痛苦
I wish I was black and blue
我希望我遍体鳞伤
Is this hell? Am I finally well?
这是地狱？我真的安全吗？
Never thought I wanna be burned so bad
从未想过我会如此惨
Is this hell? Am I finally well?
这是哪？我终于安全了吗
Why am I okay?
为什么我感觉不到
Days they blur
他们消磨了时光
Your flame still burns
但你仍然存在
Your name sounds worse
你名字对我来说像噩耗
But I'm unconcerned
但我只能假装不过问
I wanna be happy, you're off my mind
我希望我能高兴，但你不在
I wanna say I'm great, but I just feel fine
我希望我可以说出我感觉很好，但我一点也不这样感觉
Up late again searchin' for the sun at night
熬夜凌晨只为虚影
Drifting through the day, to settle for the stars in the sky
日复一日，只为了满目繁星
I wish I could feel something
我想我能感受
I wish I could feel you
我想我能感受你
I wish I could feel some pain
我想我能分担痛苦
I wish I was black and blue
我希望受伤的全是我
Is this hell? Am I finally well?
这是哪？我无法分辨
Never thought I wanna be burned so bad
没想过我思绪这么混乱
Is this hell? Am I finally well?
这是地狱吗 我不明白
Why am, why am I okay?
为什么 为什么我还存在