Suite: Jonny

I'm losing my mind
我快要失去理智了
Why the hell did I paint these walls white?
为何把这些墙漆成纯白呢
And I wonder what's the point of this life
想着 生命的意义到底是什么
Sometimes I'll pray but I will never close my eyes
有时我会祈祷 但我绝不会闭上眼

I want to be happy, and
我想变得快乐
Find a man with an old name just like me
找到与我一样有着老套名字的男子
And get over how my dog is my best friend
不再过只能把狗当作好友的日子
And he doesn't even know what my name is
他不需要知道我的名字

Jonny, did you ever love me?
Jonny 你爱过我吗
Jonny, help me figure it out
Jonny 请你告诉我
Not that l've paid attention
并不是我没有认真听
But you haven't said it out loud
而是你并没有大声说出答案
Jonny, do you see what you're doing?
Jonny 你知道你现在在做什么吗
What you're making me think about
你又要让我怎么想呢
This wasn't 'posed to be a love song
这本不应该是一首情歌
But I guess it is now
但我想现在它是了
Jonny, maybe you'll never hear this
Jonny 也许你一辈子都不会听到
Or maybe it's stuck in your head
又或许它仅困扰在我脑中
Well, I hope it makes you cry
但我希望这能让你哭泣
The way that I did
这便是我想做的

Jonny did you ever love me?
Jonny 你爱过我吗
Jonny help me figure it out
Jonny 请你告诉我
Not that I've paid attention
并不是我没有认真听
But you haven't said it out loud
而是你并没有大声说出答案
Jonny do you see what you're doing?
Jonny 你知道你现在在做什么吗
What you're making me think about
你又要让我怎么想呢
This wasn't 'posed to be a love song
这本不应该是一首情歌
But I guess it is now, isn't it?
但我想现在它是了

Jonny
Jonny
Who was it that said
是谁跟我说
"A white wall may seem empty, but it's ready to be filled"
白墙虽然看上去空寂 但它已准备好被填上色彩
Was it you? I don't remember
是你吗 我记不清
But it makes me wonder
但这让我遐想
Jonny, why couldn't you be ready too?
Jonny 为什么你不也准备好呢
I was ready, ready to be happy
和我一样 准备好去变得快乐
Ready for that long look that never ends
准备好永不停息的互相注视
And now I, I don't know what to do
但现在 我已独自迷惘
Yes, Jonny, I'll say it, this is a love song, isn't it?
是的 Jonny 我说 这是首情歌 不是吗
Yes, well, I guess this is how it ends
我猜这就是一切的结局了
Some strange poem about a plain and ready white wall
一首关于白墙 直率奇怪的诗
One with many questions
带着许多的疑问
And a dog as speechless as that same wall
像那堵白墙般无言的狗
And the sorrows of love's slow passing
对爱缓慢流逝的忧愁
Goodbye, Jonny
再见了 亲爱的Jonny