Suite: Jonny

I'm losing my mind
我快要失去理智了
Why the hell did I paint these walls white?
為何把這些牆漆成純白呢
And I wonder what's the point of this life
想著生命的意義到底是什麼
Sometimes I'll pray but I will never close my eyes
有時我會祈禱但我絕不會閉上眼

I want to be happy, and
我想變得快樂
Find a man with an old name just like me
找到與我一樣有著老套名字的男子
And get over how my dog is my best friend
不再過只能把狗當作好友的日子
And he doesn't even know what my name is
他不需要知道我的名字

Jonny, did you ever love me?
Jonny 你愛過我嗎
Jonny, help me figure it out
Jonny 請你告訴我
Not that l've paid attention
並不是我沒有認真聽
But you haven't said it out loud
而是你並沒有大聲說出答案
Jonny, do you see what you're doing?
Jonny 你知道你現在在做什麼嗎
What you're making me think about
你又要讓我怎麼想呢
This wasn't 'posed to be a love song
這本不應該是一首情歌
But I guess it is now
但我想現在它是了
Jonny, maybe you'll never hear this
Jonny 也許你一輩子都不會聽到
Or maybe it's stuck in your head
又或許它僅困擾在我腦中
Well, I hope it makes you cry
但我希望這能讓你哭泣
The way that I did
這便是我想做的

Jonny did you ever love me?
Jonny 你愛過我嗎
Jonny help me figure it out
Jonny 請你告訴我
Not that I've paid attention
並不是我沒有認真聽
But you haven't said it out loud
而是你並沒有大聲說出答案
Jonny do you see what you're doing?
Jonny 你知道你現在在做什麼嗎
What you're making me think about
你又要讓我怎麼想呢
This wasn't 'posed to be a love song
這本不應該是一首情歌
But I guess it is now, isn't it?
但我想現在它是了

Jonny
Jonny
Who was it that said
是誰跟我說
'A white wall may seem empty, but it's ready to be filled'
白牆雖然看上去空寂但它已準備好被填上色彩
Was it you? I don't remember
是你嗎我記不清
But it makes me wonder
但這讓我遐想
Jonny, why couldn't you be ready too?
Jonny 為什麼你不也準備好呢
I was ready, ready to be happy
和我一樣準備好去變得快樂
Ready for that long look that never ends
準備好永不停息的互相注視
And now I, I don't know what to do
但現在我已獨自迷惘
Yes, Jonny, I'll say it, this is a love song, isn't it ?
是的Jonny 我說這是首情歌不是嗎
Yes, well, I guess this is how it ends
我猜這就是一切的結局了
Some strange poem about a plain and ready white wall
一首關於白牆直率奇怪的詩
One with many questions
帶著許多的疑問
And a dog as speechless as that same wall
像那堵白牆般無言的狗
And the sorrows of love's slow passing
對愛緩慢流逝的憂愁
Goodbye, Jonny
再見了親愛的Jonny