I Wonder
Artist：blind melon
乐队：盲瓜
Songs Title：i wonder
曲名：我想知道
沿着广阔的天际线
All along the broadening skies
在辗转反侧的每个夜晚
Under thee every night I lie
摸爬滚打在生活的轨道上
Scratch and claw and grip the rails
我每天都生活在地狱里
Every day in my living hell
哦，上帝啊！你知道我在努力
Oh god you know I try
我知道我有多么努力
你知道我在努力
I know how hard I try
此时此地
嘿，我想消逝在一个
You know I try
没人知道的
一个我称作自我的世界
here
只属于我一个人的世界
在那里我可以随时哼唱我喜欢的小曲
Hey I'd like to daze away to a
也没有像
Place no one has known
时间这种东西
In a state of mind I could call
在那里我感受不到痛苦
Mine, that only I could own
只有平静安详，多美好的
Where I could hum a tune anytime
让人们追寻的地方啊
I choose, and theres no such
现在你们看到我注视着所有我所做的事
Thing as time
他们也监听着我所说的每一句
Where I can feel no pain just
为什么不让我一个人自生自灭？
Calm and sane, what a place
我到底为何存在？我想知道
For one to find
是你们让我困惑
你们能不能别再注视我
Now ya see I'm watching everything I do
我是说他们在注视着我，注视着我，注视着我
And they're watching everything I say
现在我缩在角落里，两眼望着天花板
Why won't they leave me be?
双手抱膝，前前后后地
滚动着我的世界
Why am I even here? I wonder
我并不执意要这样感受
You leave me wondering
当我走进门的时候，主啊！
然后他们抹掉了我的记忆
Won't you stop watching me
我也记不起我是谁
我只想一直过着自由的十六岁生活
I said they're watching me, watching me, watching me
Now in my corner I got the celing in my eyes
Arms holding up my knees, and rocking
Back and forths my life
I didn't mean to feel this way when
I walked into the door, lord
Then they ripped away my memories
And I can't remember who I was before
I only wanted to be sixteen and free