14

Fourteen and I'm thinking 'bout God again
In the back of our car
Everyone is so far from me
Seventeen and I'm feeling so out of place
I've been moving too much and lately I've been running round in circles every day

And I've turned off a part of me that I can't find anymore
I'm sick of always questioning myself and what I'm doing wrong

And I wish I was somebody else
Just to feel like I'm enough for myself
And I've been fighting with who I am inside my head
And I don't know
Me anymore

Nineteen and I'm getting so drunk again
And I'm falling in love
With everyone just for a minute
Twenty and I'm running away from everything
I dropped out of school to end up waking on another cold park bench

And I've turned off a part of me that I can't find anymore
I'm sick of always questioning myself and what I'm doing wrong

And I wish I was somebody else
Just to feel like I'm enough for myself
And I've been fighting with who I am inside my head
And I don't know
Me anymore

Me anymore

And I wish I was somebody else
Just to feel like I'm enough for myself