this is what being cheated on feels like

Falling on the sheets in the morning
在床单上辗转反侧
Wondering where she's been all evening
想知道她昨晚去哪里拈花惹草
When she told me that she’d leave me for Ethan
当她告诉我她要离开我去找伊桑的时候
In my mind i had the guts to believe that
我果断选择相信
Everything would be right as you said
一切都如你所说
I had no reason to pickup on all the loose ends
我没理由去收拾烂摊子
Always thought the best of you believing
一直以为你值得信任
But now this little boy woke up to false beliefs and
但现在才在你的谎言中清醒
Its been 2 hours from the time we set our clocks to meet up
时间在滴答声间逝去
If you had only gave me time i swear i could of told ya
如果你给我足够的时间 我一定 可以告诉你
And now I'm sitting in between my mates but feeling older
坐在我的朋友中间，却觉得自己年轻不再
They told me Ethan wouldn't do a thing so i’ll keep my head up
他们告诉我伊桑什么也不做 所以我会尽力抬起头来
But now its been too long its twice the time oh i had enough
但重蹈覆辙的漫长我受够了
Of being strong and weak at the same time I was sitting ducks
当我精力旺盛却倍感空虚时
Waiting for the confidence i had in you to bite me in the bum
等着你对我的信任上钩
But you told me Ethan wouldn't do a thing so i kept my head up
但你告诉我伊桑什么也不做 所以我一直保持清醒
Then i saw you in the car
然后我看见你在车里
Looked over there in the harbor's side
在港口旁眉开眼笑
I couldn't see but i recognized
我看不见 但我认出了你
I should've known you were a house of lies
我早该知道你是个骗子
The weight is pulled off of your seat
从你座位旁拽下一切
But at the end it just adds up to his
但到最后 一切都是他的
Two shades high off a gateway drug
欲罢不能的 浓淡深浅
You and Ethan did a thing do i still keep my head up
你和伊桑做了同样的事 可我还是得不断挣扎
The worst part of it all was that you weren't
最糟糕的是你没有
Intoxicated no excuses you could pull in
醉醺醺的你语无伦次
To save yourself and now you come back to me crawling
救赎的是你自己 却爬回来找我
I don't know how you think that I could ever forgive
你让我怎么原谅你
Someone who won't admit when she’s fallen
你倒下前也不肯承认你是怎样的人
Why don’t you just run back to funny little Ethan
你为什么不回到有趣的小伊桑身边
Stop asking me to trust you while I'm still coughing
你别再让我心甘情愿地相信你
All of the water from this pool you made me drown in
一切都淹没在你那该死的甜蜜里
Its been 2 hours from the time we set our clocks to meet up
时间在滴答声间逝去
If you had only gave me time i swear i could of told ya
给我点时间 我再告诉你
And now I’m sitting in between my mates but feeling older
坐在我的朋友中间，却觉得自己年轻不再
They told me Ethan wouldn't do a thing so i'll keep my head up
他们告诉我伊桑什么也不做 所以我会尽力抬起头来
But now its been too long its twice the time oh i had enough
我受够了你的重蹈覆辙
Of being strong and weak at the same time I was sitting ducks
我精力旺盛却活成了一副躯壳
Waiting for the confidence i had in you to bite me in the bum
等着你的烂摊子找上门来
But you told me Ethan wouldn't do a thing so i kept my head up
但你告诉我伊桑什么也不做 所以我一直保持清醒
Then i saw you in the car
然后我看见你在车里
Looked over there in the harbor’s side
在港口旁眉开眼笑
I couldn't see but i recognized
我看不见 但我意识到那是你
I should've known you were a house of lies
我早该知道你是个骗子
The weight is pulled off of your seat
从你座位旁拽下一切
But at the end it just adds up to his
但到最后 他仍然唾手可得
Two shades high off a gateway drug
欲罢不能的 浓淡深浅
You and Ethan did a thing do i still keep my head up
我受够了你们是一样的人
Then i saw you in the car
你在那堆花花公子里
Looked over there in the harbor's side
如花般的笑靥
I couldn't see but i recognized
我看不见你 但我知道是你
I should've known you were a house of lies
我早该意识到你彻头彻尾是个骗子
The weight is pulled off of your seat
把你拽离这个世界
But at the end it just adds up to his
但到最后 他仍然唾手可得
Two shades high off a gateway drug
你就如同或浓或浅的
You and Ethan did a thing was i just not enough
我只是没意识到而已