this is what being cheated on feels like

Falling on the sheets in the morning
在床單上輾轉反側
Wondering where she's been all evening
想知道她昨晚去哪裡拈花惹草
When she told me that she'd leave me for Ethan
當她告訴我她要離開我去找伊桑的時候
In my mind i had the guts to believe that
我果斷選擇相信
Everything would be right as you said
一切都如你所說
I had no reason to pickup on all the loose ends
我沒理由去收拾爛攤子
Always thought the best of you believing
一直以為你值得信任
But now this little boy woke up to false beliefs and
但現在才在你的謊言中清醒
Its been 2 hours from the time we set our clocks to meet up
時間在滴答聲間逝去
If you had only gave me time i swear i could of told ya
如果你給我足夠的時間我一定可以告訴你
And now I'm sitting in between my mates but feeling older
坐在我的朋友中間，卻覺得自己年輕不再
They told me Ethan wouldn't do a thing so i'll keep my head up
他們告訴我伊桑什麼也不做所以我會盡力抬起頭來
But now its been too long its twice the time oh i had enough
但重蹈覆轍的漫長我受夠了
Of being strong and weak at the same time I was sitting ducks
當我精力旺盛卻倍感空虛時
Waiting for the confidence i had in you to bite me in the bum
等著你對我的信任上鉤
But you told me Ethan wouldn't do a thing so i kept my head up
但你告訴我伊桑什麼也不做所以我一直保持清醒
Then i saw you in the car
然後我看見你在車裡
Looked over there in the harbor's side
在港口旁眉開眼笑
I couldn't see but i recognized
我看不見但我認出了你
I should've known you were a house of lies
我早該知道你是個騙子
The weight is pulled off of your seat
從你座位旁拽下一切
But at the end it just adds up to his
但到最後一切都是他的
Two shades high off a gateway drug
欲罷不能的濃淡深淺
You and Ethan did a thing do i still keep my head up
你和伊桑做了同樣的事可我還是得不斷掙扎
The worst part of it all was that you weren't
最糟糕的是你沒有
Intoxicated no excuses you could pull in
醉醺醺的你語無倫次
To save yourself and now you come back to me crawling
救贖的是你自己卻爬回來找我
I don't know how you think that I could ever forgive
你讓我怎麼原諒你
Someone who won't admit when she's fallen
你倒下前也不肯承認你是怎樣的人
Why don't you just run back to funny little Ethan
你為什麼不回到有趣的小伊桑身邊
Stop asking me to trust you while I'm still coughing
你別再讓我心甘情願地相信你
All of the water from this pool you made me drown in
一切都淹沒在你那該死的甜蜜裡
Its been 2 hours from the time we set our clocks to meet up
時間在滴答聲間逝去
If you had only gave me time i swear i could of told ya
給我點時間我再告訴你
And now I'm sitting in between my mates but feeling older
坐在我的朋友中間，卻覺得自己年輕不再
They told me Ethan wouldn't do a thing so i'll keep my head up
他們告訴我伊桑什麼也不做所以我會盡力抬起頭來
But now its been too long its twice the time oh i had enough
我受夠了你的重蹈覆轍
Of being strong and weak at the same time I was sitting ducks
我精力旺盛卻活成了一副軀殼
Waiting for the confidence i had in you to bite me in the bum
等著你的爛攤子找上門來
But you told me Ethan wouldn't do a thing so i kept my head up
但你告訴我伊桑什麼也不做所以我一直保持清醒
Then i saw you in the car
然後我看見你在車裡
Looked over there in the harbor's side
在港口旁眉開眼笑
I couldn't see but i recognized
我看不見但我意識到那是你
I should've known you were a house of lies
我早該知道你是個騙子
The weight is pulled off of your seat
從你座位旁拽下一切
But at the end it just adds up to his
但到最後他仍然唾手可得
Two shades high off a gateway drug
欲罷不能的濃淡深淺
You and Ethan did a thing doi still keep my head up
我受夠了你們是一樣的人
Then i saw you in the car
你在那堆花花公子裡
Looked over there in the harbor's side
如花般的笑靨
I couldn't see but i recognized
我看不見你但我知道是你
I should've known you were a house of lies
我早該意識到你徹頭徹尾是個騙子
The weight is pulled off of your seat
把你拽離這個世界
But at the end it just adds up to his
但到最後他仍然唾手可得
Two shades high off a gateway drug
你就如同或濃或淺的
You and Ethan did a thing was i just not enough
我只是沒意識到而已