Illusion

I know
我知道
She hates my friends, so I had to let them go
她讨厌我的朋友，所以我只好请他们离开
I know
我明白
She hates my clothes, so I had to trade them all
她看不惯我的着装，于是我换掉了所有
I know I'm not myself, it's true
我深知我已失去自我
Just like the water in the desert, I am an
像沙漠之水，只是
Illusion
幻象
Illusion
幻觉
The mask I made starting to crack
我的面具逐渐碎裂
Never could last, nothing is forever
不会保持太久，这幅样子不可能永恒
My life spiraling out of control
我的生活已经失控
Back to square one, **** it I surrender
回到原点，我投降了
I know
我知道
I'm uncomfortable with things, that I don't know
我对我所不了解之事感到不安
I know
我明白
I hide from myself, oh she told me so
我不敢面对自己，她告诉我
I was afraid you'd leave, me lonely
我只是害怕你弃我而去，留我孤单一人
Just like the sunset over water, I'm an
像海上落日，只是
Illusion
幻象
Illusion
幻觉
The mask I made is starting to crack
我的伪装正被剥离
Never could last, nothing is forever
我们的感情不会长久，没有什么会永垂不朽
My life spiraling out of control
我的生活已然失控
Back to square one, **** it I surrender
回到原点，我投降了
But, now, that you're gone
但是，现在，你还是走了
My reality was good enough
我的现状还不错
You may have left a mark on me
你可能在我身上打下了烙印
A reminder I'm not an
它提醒着我，我不是
Illusion
幻象
Illusion
这不是幻觉
The mask I made is starting to crack
我的保护色慢慢消失
Never could last, nothing is forever
无法把握，无法永恒
My life spiraling out of control
我的生活已然失控
Back to square one, **** it I surrender
回到原点，好吧，我投降了