Illusion

I know
我知道
She hates my friends, so I had to let them go
她討厭我的朋友，所以我只好請他們離開
I know
我明白
She hates my clothes, so I had to trade them all
她看不慣我的著裝，於是我換掉了所有
I know I'm not myself, it's true
我深知我已失去自我
Just like the water in the desert, I am an
像沙漠之水，只是
Illusion
幻象
Illusion
幻覺
The mask I made starting to crack
我的面具逐漸碎裂
Never could last, nothing is forever
不會保持太久，這幅樣子不可能永恆
My life spiraling out of control
我的生活已經失控
Back to square one, **** it I surrender
回到原點，我投降了
I know
我知道
I'm uncomfortable with things, that I don 't know
我對我所不了解之事感到不安
I know
我明白
I hide from myself, oh she told me so
我不敢面對自己，她告訴我
I was afraid you'd leave, me lonely
我只是害怕你棄我而去，留我孤單一人
Just like the sunset over water, I'm an
像海上落日，只是
Illusion
幻象
Illusion
幻覺
The mask I made is starting to crack
我的偽裝正被剝離
Never could last, nothing is forever
我們的感情不會長久，沒有什麼會永垂不朽
My life spiraling out of control
我的生活已然失控
Back to square one, **** it I surrender
回到原點，我投降了
But, now, that you're gone
但是，現在，你還是走了
My reality was good enough
我的現狀還不錯
You may have left a mark on me
你可能在我身上打下了烙印
A reminder I'm not an
它提醒著我，我不是
Illusion
幻象
Illusion
這不是幻覺
The mask I made is starting to crack
我的保護色慢慢消失
Never could last, nothing is forever
無法把握，無法永恆
My life spiraling out of control
我的生活已然失控
Back to square one, **** it I surrender
回到原點，好吧，我投降了