I took a break and I'm still tired
我休息了一会还是很累
I went away, doesn't feel like it
我走开,对结果毫无理会
Holding my breath while I kill time
消磨时光同时屏住呼吸
Almost like questioning real life
几乎像是在询问现实
Cause after you've done and done it again
你反复地检查结果
The result only show on the same side
结果只显示在同一侧
You wonder what's happening
你好奇发生了什么
Why is it working for others? But I'm only stuck in the struggling, yeah
为什么它对别人奏效?我只陷于挣扎中
Where does it start and where does it end?
它从哪里开始哪里结束?
Who is an enemy, who is a friend?
谁是敌?谁是友?
What is the purpose on working to get
努力尝试的目的是什么
Something's that gone when you're turning your head away
当你扭头抛弃,某些东西远离了你
Life's short, how do I know what is right, wrong?
生活苦短,我该怎样认清是非?
Making moves therefore all I know, would changes things, got high hopes
采取行动,以我所知将会改变一切,寄予厚望
I got lost on the way
我迷失了路
I can't go back now
我回不去了
I got lost on the way
我找不到路
I can't go back now
我回不去了
I'm sitting for hours just getting it down
我几个小时坐在这儿才把它记下来
I'm admitting that I'm overthinking it
我承认我过度猜想
Wondering if what I'm doing is killing me
好奇哪些我所做将害死我
Never been able to cut out the middle man
从来不会把第三者排除在外
Thoughts I could never repeat but I know where they're coming from
想法我从来不会重复但我深知它们来自何方
Now look around, all the change they were making
现在环顾四周,它们所改变的
And look at the lives they were changing
并看着它们改变的人生
See, I wouldn't change it for anything
我不会为任何事改变它
I've got these people, I'm taking them with me
我与这些人结交,带着他们
They gave me a reason to wake up, I needed it
他们给了我清醒的理由,我正需要它
Now that I've got all these people they're listening
现在我有了这些倾听的人
When I was dealing with feelings that I couldn't put out
当我面对这些烦恼
To the rest of the world, they stuck by side through the thick of it
在世界的其它地方他们并肩作战
Yeah, you know who you are, there's no need to mention them
你知道自己,但没必要提到它们
I've been my worst fear from the moment I woke up
从我醒来的那一刻起,我就一直是我最担心的事情
To right here, conversations that give me wrong tears
就在这里,谈话给我带来了错误的眼泪
Yeah, I needed to know I belonged here
我需要知道我属于这里
When I looked around everything so clear
当我环顾四周,一切如此清晰
What I'm doing is coming to life
我所做的是复生
I put in the work and I'm sleeping at night
我认真投入工作,晚上认真睡觉
I see how it is goes and we're doing it right
我知道现在怎么样了,我们做得很好
I got lost on the way
我迷路了
I can't go back now
我回不去了
I got lost on the way
我找不到我的路
I can't go back now
我回不去了
What I bring to the table's for me and the team
我带到桌上的是为我和我的团队
What you see's only one percent growing their seed
你所看到的不过是种子萌芽的百分之一
We've got issues in things that you wouldn't believe
我们遇到你无法相信的问题
I've got people that cut me out, they disagree
我的这些人打住我,他们不同意
Like my life is a problem they don't want to see
就像我的人生是个他们不想看到的问题
When it's nothing to do with them, they up and leave
当此事与他们无关,他们就起身离开
Trying to understand things that they can't seem to keep
尝试理解他们似乎无法保持的事物
But I know what I do and I know what I need
但我知道什么我该做什么我需要
Any time I made a run for it
每次我为之努力
I'm ending up in the fun of things
最后我都享受乐趣
I've had enough of some people
我受够了某些人
And what they've been telling me
和他们一直告诉我的话
What am I chasing and what is ahead of me?
我追逐着什么?我前方有什么?
Have I been working this hard
我一直在努力吗
To be told that I cannot do this
为能被嘲笑不会做事
Put in everything
投入了一切
Every last energy
每一份最后的精力
Finding myself 'til I've got it on paper
寻找自我直到我将它记在纸上
I read it and throw it away
阅读过后再扔掉
And begin it again
然后重新开始