Envy the Dead

Go calmly

Go calmly

I never had anybody that's why I needed you

I will give my ****ing life I would bleed for you

I never thought that my intellect could compete with you
I moved to the commune and conceded to you

You lead people in with meditative rituals

And Western Hermetic tradition and it's principles

Are you the persecuted prophet that's invincible

Can you turn impure polluted water drinkable

I believe you when you said you that you were godsent
That you would take care of my family and mom's rent
The living conditions was crazy in a large tent

But I believed in the doctrine and all its content

I had total separation from earthly desires

That was just part of the energy perfectly pious

It wasn't anybody studying thirsty as i was you

Mixed you with mysticism and verses of Cyrus

Ahmadiyya Islam and Judah Halevi

You had us eating out of your palm and was doing it easy
I would kill for you as long as you wouldn't leave me
I gave you everything i had just so that you could deceive me

It's never the right time

It's never the right time

Go Calmly

Go Calmly

When I questioned anything I was told to believe
This is start reform I was too frozen to leave

I daydream about the son and ocean an

Seas but if I left how would I deal with my social disease
I started noticing you didn't live what you said

You were the only one with a crib and a bed

I don't think you ever even cared if we bleed
You ate like a king but gave bits of bread

There was something about the time you spent with the kids
That didn't sit well with me wouldn't stick to ribs

I prayed you that you weren't doing the things that you did
Cause I would rip your ****ing heart out and split your wig
Nah chill I know you would never do
That you a father figure I'm stupid i should of knew that

Can you ever forgive me I'm just a new jack
But something in the back of my head said to pursue that

I started recognizing you was a trust bandit

Psychologically abusive and a rough parent

You recruited your followers from a rough

Planet made us into a dollah from a bruff canvas

Disrespected your sub-ordinance

And I started seeing through all your horse ****

You don't deserve my worship that's strictly gods gift

Run up on you hit the off switch (BUHH)
It's never the right time

It's never the right time

It's never the right time

Go Calmly

Go Calmly

Go Calmly