Control

Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous
清晨时分，我仍旧难以轻松地醒来
Fighting my anxiety constantly I try to control it
永远都在与焦虑不安斗争，我不想被轻易击垮
Even when I know it’s been forever I can still feel the spin
尽管我明白这就是我的宿命，可我还相信反击的可能
Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again
每次回忆都是刺痛的伤害，而我不想再任它折磨
Don’t know if you get it cause I can’t express how thankful I am
如果你能明白我的处境，你也会明白我，对你满心无以言表的感激
That you were always with me when it hurts I know that you understand
曾伴我走过每一场风雨，我想这次你能够理解
I don’t wanna lose control
我不愿失控沦陷
Nothing I can do anymore
无力以抗争世界
Trying every day when I hold my breath
屏住呼吸，每一天都竭尽全力
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
承受着挤压胸膛的重负，我在夹缝中生存
I don’t wanna lose control
可我不想全然失控
Sometimes I still think it’s coming but I know it’s not
有时脑海里会闪过放弃的念头，可我没有轻易妥协
Trying to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught
尽力地吸气，哪怕又要呼出，可我已捕获到了维持生命的氧气
Cause even though I’m older now and I know how to shake off the past
因为尽管年岁在堆积，我也依旧能甩去嵌在心底处，对过去的执念
I wouldn’t have made it if I didn’t have you holding my hand
我难以挺过这些困苦，如若没有你握紧我的手
I don’t wanna lose control
我不愿失控沦陷
Nothing I can do anymore
无力以抗争世界
Trying every day when I hold my breath
屏住呼吸，每一天都竭尽全力
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
承受着挤压胸膛的重负，我在夹缝中生存
I don’t wanna lose control
可我不想全然失控
I need you to know I would never be this strong without you
我想让你明白吗，没有你的支持，我难以如此坚强
You’ve seen how I’ve grown you took all my doubt
见证了我成长的每一步，你是我完全信任的依靠
Cause you were home
因为你是我的归宿
I don’t wanna lose control
我不愿失控沦陷
There’s nothing I can do anymore
无力以抗争世界
I don’t wanna lose control
我不愿凌乱崩溃
Nothing I can do anymore (anymore), anymore
无能为力至泣泪
Trying every day when I hold my breath
屏住呼吸，每一天都竭尽全力
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
承受着挤压胸膛的重负，我在夹缝中生存
I don’t wanna lose control
可我不想全然失控