control

Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous
清晨時分，我仍舊難以輕鬆地醒來
Fighting my anxiety constantly I try to control it
永遠都在與焦慮不安鬥爭，我不想被輕易擊垮
Even when I know it's been forever I can still feel the spin
儘管我明白這就是我的宿命，可我還相信反擊的可能
Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again
每次回憶都是刺痛的傷害，而我不想再任它折磨
Don't know if you get it cause I can't express how thankful I am
如果你能明白我的處境，你也會明白我，對你滿心無以言表的感激
That you were always with me when it hurts I know that you understand
曾伴我走過每一場風雨，我想這次你能夠理解
I don't wanna lose control
我不願失控淪陷
Nothing I can do anymore
無力以抗爭世界
Trying every day when I hold my breath
屏住呼吸，每一天都竭盡全力
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
承受著擠壓胸膛的重負，我在夾縫中生存
I don't wanna lose control
可我不想全然失控
Sometimes I still think it's coming but I know it's not
有時腦海裡會閃過放棄的念頭，可我沒有輕易妥協
Trying to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught
盡力地吸氣，哪怕又要呼出，可我已捕獲到了維持生命的氧氣
Cause even though I'm older now and I know how to shake off the past
因為儘管年歲在堆積，我也依舊能甩去嵌在心底處，對過去的執念
I wouldn't have made it if I didn't have you holding my hand
我難以挺過這些困苦，如若沒有你握緊我的手
I don't wanna lose control
我不願失控淪陷
Nothing I can do anymore
無力以抗爭世界
Trying every day when I hold my breath
屏住呼吸，每一天都竭盡全力
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
承受著擠壓胸膛的重負，我在夾縫中生存
I don't wanna lose control
可我不想全然失控
I need you to know I would never be this strong without you
我想讓你明白嗎，沒有你的支持，我難以如此堅強
You' ve seen how I've grown you took all my doubt
見證了我成長的每一步，你是我完全信任的依靠
Cause you were home
因為你是我的歸宿
I don't wanna lose control
我不願失控淪陷
There's nothing I can do anymore
無力以抗爭世界
I don't wanna lose control
我不願凌亂崩潰
Nothing I can do anymore (anymore), anymore
無能為力至泣淚
Trying every day when I hold my breath
屏住呼吸，每一天都竭盡全力
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
承受著擠壓胸膛的重負，我在夾縫中生存
I don't wanna lose control
可我不想全然失控