Something I Never Had

Do you see me
do you feel me like I feel you
call your number
I can not get through
you don't hear me and I don't understand
when I reach out I don't find your hand
Was it wasted words
and did they mean a thing
and all our precious time
but I still feel so in between

Some day I just keep pretending
that you'll say dreaming of a diffrent ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
and I can't keep something that I never had

I keep tell myself things can turn around with time
and if I wait it out you could always change your mind
like a fairy tale where it works out in the end
can I close my eyes have you lying here again
Then I come back down
They don't pay back and

then I realize
its just what it's just what might have been.
Some day I just keep pretending
that you'll say dreaming of a diffrent ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
and I can't keep something that I never had
Am I a shadow on your wall
Am I anything at all
Anything to you
Am I a sacrate that you came
Do you dream me while your sleeping after all
Some day I just keep pretending
that you'll say dreaming of a diffrent ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
and I can't keep something that I never had
That I never had

I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
and I can't keep something that I never had

You don't see me
you don't feel me like I feel you