Disconnected
Disconnected
支离破碎的
Sleeping awake and awake when Im sleeping
我看似睡实则清醒
Ive gotta try kinda first when drenched
在湮没一切前我要先试试
All sunny days all I can see is the shadow
就算全晴天我眼中看到的却全是阴天
and Im not above being under
我全无走出阴霾的意思
And Im at the brink though I know that Im empty
虽已是空壳但我清楚我处在边缘
and I always hide when its my turn to see
该当我领会时我却总是逃避
my only believe is not to have faith in believing
我唯一的信念就是不要抱有信念
before I begin Im over
在还未开始前我就结束了
Broken off again
又分别了
and Im only not lonely when Im lonely by myself
我唯一不孤单的时候就是我独自一人时
I keep tell myself things can turn around with time
我不停告诉自己时间会让事情变得好转
and if I wait it out you could always change your mind
而且如果我等到它结束你也随时可以改变主意
Now the pain again I always let try forward
现在痛楚又来袭虽我总是试图快一步
like a fairy tale where it works out in the end
就像童话故事完美的结局
cuz all I know Im Disconnected
因为我只知道我是支离破碎的
can I close my eyes have you lying here again
我可以闭上双眼你再躺在我身边吗
Quietly loud while Im noisily silent
周围安静的喧嚣而我在沸腾中安详
Then I come back down
然后我恢复了消沉的状态
keep holding my breath when Im trying to breath
不停的呼吸当我尽力呼吸时
They don't pay back and
它们都不回报而且
然后我意识到
then I realize
背向游离所有翻滚的波浪和急流
swimming against all of the waves and the rapids
这也许可能就是我所能做的
its just what it's just what might have been.
来日我会继续伪装
Some day I just keep pretending
我唯一赢的时候就是我输的时候
I only win when Im losing
那样你会说期待一个不一样的结局
that you'll say dreaming of a diffrent ending
又分别了
Broken off again
我想坚持但被伤害太深了
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
我唯一不孤单的时候就是我独自一人时
and Im only not lonely when Im lonely by myself
而我不能保留一些我从未拥有的东西
and I can't keep something that I never had
现在痛楚又来袭虽我总是试图快一步
Now the pain again I always let try forward
我是你心墙上的阴影吗
Am I a shadow on your wall
因为我只知道我是支离破碎的
cuz all I know Im Disconnected
我是大千世界的什么呢
Am I anything at all
是你的什么呢
Anything to you
我只想安详地度过一生
I just wanna live my life sedated
因为我爱游离自我
Cuz I love driving myself away
我是一个你的秘密吗
Am I a sacrate that you came
当你睡着的时候你有梦见过我吗
Do you dream me while your sleeping after all
尽管你知道你说的不管用
Despite you know you say dont give a damn
来日我会继续伪装
Some day I just keep pretending
我无法理解我所获悉的
I cant comprehend what I understand
那样你会说期待一个不一样的结局
that you'll say dreaming of a diffrent ending
支离破碎的
Disconnected
我想坚持但被伤害太深了
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
而我不能保留一些我从未拥有的东西
and I can't keep something that I never had
现在痛楚又来袭虽我总是试图快一步
Now the pain again I always let try forward
那些我从未拥有的
That I never had
因为我只知道我是支离破碎的
cuz all I know Im Disconnected
我想坚持但被伤害太深了
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
我唯一不孤单的时候就是我独自一人时
and Im only not lonely when Im lonely by myself
而我不能保留一些我从未拥有的东西
and I can't keep something that I never had
现在痛楚又来袭虽我总是试图快一步
Now the pain again I always let try forward
你没有看见我
You don't see me
你不会像我感受你那样感受我
you don't feel me like I feel you
因为我只知道我是支离破碎的
cuz all I know Im Disconnected