Disconnected

Disconnected
支離破碎的
Sleeping awake and awake when Im sleeping
我看似睡實則清醒
Ive gotta try kinda first when drenched
在湮沒一切前我要先試試
All sunny days all I can see is the shadow
就算全晴天我眼中看到的卻全是陰天
and Im not above being under
我全無走出陰霾的意思
And Im at the brink though I know that Im empty
雖已是空殼但我清楚我處在邊緣
and I always hide when its my turn to see
該當我領會時我卻總是逃避
my only believe is not to have faith in believing
我唯一的信念就是不要抱有信念
before I begin Im over
在還未開始前我就結束了
Broken off again
又分別了
and Im only not lonely when Im lonely by myself
我唯一不孤單的時候就是我獨自一人時
I keep tell myself things can turn around with time
我不停告訴自己時間會讓事情變得好轉
and if I wait it out you could always change your mind
而且如果我等到它結束你也隨時可以改變主意
Now the pain again I always let try forward
現在痛楚又來襲雖我總是試圖快一步
like a fairy tale where it works out in the end
就像童話故事完美的結局
cuz all I know Im Disconnected
因為我只知道我是支離破碎的
can I close my eyes have you lying here again
我可以閉上雙眼你再躺在我身邊嗎
Quietly loud while Im noisily silent
周圍安靜的喧囂而我在沸騰中安詳
Then I come back down
然後我恢復了消沉的狀態
keep holding my breath when Im trying to breath
不停的呼吸當我盡力呼吸時
They dont pay back and
它們都不回報而且

然後我意識到
then I realize
背向游離所有翻滾的波浪和急流
swimming against all of the waves and the rapids
這也許可能就是我所能做的
its just what its just what might have been.
來日我會繼續偽裝
Some day I just keep pretending
我唯一贏的時候就是我輸的時候
I only win when Im losing
那樣你會說期待一個不一樣的結局
that youll say dreaming of a diffrent ending
又分別了
Broken off again
我想堅持但被傷害太深了
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
我唯一不孤單的時候就是我獨自一人時
and Im only not lonely when Im lonely by myself
而我不能保留一些我從未擁有的東西
and I cant keep something that I never had
現在痛楚又來襲雖我總是試圖快一步
Now the pain again I always let try forward
我是你心牆上的陰影嗎
Am I a shadow on your wall
因為我只知道我是支離破碎的
cuz all I know Im Disconnected
我是大千世界的什麼呢
Am I anything at all
是你的什麼呢
Anything to you
我只想安詳地度過一生
I just wanna live my life sedated
因為我愛游離自我
Cuz I love driving myself away
我是一個你的秘密嗎
Am I a sacrate that you came
當你睡著的時候你有夢見過我嗎
Do you dream me while your sleeping after all
儘管你知道你說的不管用
Despite you know you say dont give a damn
來日我會繼續偽裝
Some day I just keep pretending
我無法理解我所獲悉的
I cant comprehend what I understand
那樣你會說期待一個不一樣的結局
that youll say dreaming of a diffrent ending
支離破碎的
Disconnected
我想堅持但被傷害太深了
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
而我不能保留一些我從未擁有的東西
and I cant keep something that I never had
現在痛楚又來襲雖我總是試圖快一步
Now the pain again I always let try forward
那些我從未擁有的
That I never had
因為我只知道我是支離破碎的
cuz all I know Im Disconnected
我想堅持但被傷害太深了
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
我唯一不孤單的時候就是我獨自一人時
and Im only not lonely when Im lonely by myself
而我不能保留一些我從未擁有的東西
and I cant keep something that I never had
現在痛楚又來襲雖我總是試圖快一步
Now the pain again I always let try forward
你沒有看見我
You dont see me
你不會像我感受你那樣感受我
you dont feel me like I feel you
因為我只知道我是支離破碎的
cuz all I know Im Disconnected