if my dad saw he'd be mad at me..

Cuts on your thigh where my eyes been lately
I've been feeling down but i shouldn't be
I've been working hard hope you're proud of me
Lately, i just wanna distance whats been killing me
Lately, i've been drinking too much
If my dad saw, he'd be mad at me
If my mom called, she would cry to me
Like "when you coming home? have you forgot about me?"
Substance on substance till i'm dead asleep
Please silence the demon that's inside of me
Using book cover's as a headpiece
I miss being young having dirty feet
Years go slow repeating history
Lies grow mold and drift in the breeze
So lately, i've been careful when i need to breathe
And lately, i'm just not sure about anything
Lately, i've been drinking too much
If my dad saw, he'd be mad at me
If my mom called, she would cry to me
Like "when you coming home? have you forgot about me?"
Lately, i've been drinking too much
Lately, i've been drinking too much
Lately, i've been drinking too much
Lately, i've been drinking too much