if my dad saw hed be mad at me..

Cuts on your thigh where my eyes been lately
Ive been feeling down but i shouldnt be
Ive been working hard hope youre proud of me
Lately, i just wanna distance whats been killing me
Lately, ive been drinking too much
If my dad saw, hed be mad at me
If my mom called, she would cry to me
Like 'when you coming home? have you forgot about me?'
Substance on substance till im dead asleep
Please silence the demon thats inside of me
Using book covers as a headpiece
I miss being young having dirty feet
Years go slow repeating history
Lies grow mold and drift in the breeze
So lately, ive been careful when i need to breathe
And lately, im just not sure about anything
Lately, ive been drinking too much
If my dad saw , hed be mad at me
If my mom called, she would cry to me
Like 'when you coming home? have you forgot about me?'
Lately, ive been drinking too much
Lately , ive been drinking too much
Lately, ive been drinking too much
Lately, ive been drinking too much