colorblind (kina remix)

Slow down
慢慢来
I know you wanna understand
我知道你想要理解
So I'll explain the best I can
所以我尽我所能
What this pain feels like
向你描述这种痛苦

其实很难
It's hard
因为我如坐针毡
Cause even as I'm sitting here
只想消失不见
I would rather disappear
更不想面对外面的世界
Then face the world outside
我漂浮无依

在疾风骤雨的天空下
I'm floating
我还好
In a violent sky
好吧 可能不太好
I'm okay
我只能大口喘息
Well maybe not
我会一直沦陷吗

你将安然无恙
So I breathe
我说服自己
Am I gonna drown
我应该
You'll be fine
找一个人倾诉
I say it out loud
或许就能痊愈
I should let
只要我用力呼吸
Someone know
苦难会就此终结吗
Maybe when I'm better
你将安然无恙
So I breathe
我再次告诉自己
Will it ever end
我应该
You'll be fine
找一个人倾诉
I say it again
这种局面并不乐观
I should let
仿佛我的视线里只剩黑白
Someone know
每个人的世界都缤纷绚烂

除了我 只有我
That something doesn't feel right
真让人沮丧
It's like I'm colorblind
目光所及 只有黑白
Cause everybody's world's in color
麻木让我无法吐露只字片语
Except for mine
一切言语都消极无力

真的很难
It sucks
哪怕只是坐在这儿
Cause everything's in black and white
我也在同密集的恐惧抗衡
And I can't say I'm numb inside
没有人见到我的阴暗面
Cause that just sounds so dark
我漂浮无依

在昏沉的天空下
It's hard
你以为你尚且安好
Cause even as we're sitting here
但并不是
I'm fighting off a constant fear
我只能用力呼吸
But no one sees that part
我会一直沦陷吗

你将安然无恙
It's like I'm floating
我说服自己
In a blacked out sky
我应该
You think you're okay
找一个人倾诉
But then you're not
或许就能痊愈

只要我用力呼吸
So I breathe
苦难会就此终结吗
Am I gonna drown
你将安然无恙
You'll be fine
我一遍遍告诉自己
I say it out loud
我应该
I should let
找到倾诉的出口
Someone know
这种局面并不乐观
Maybe when I'm better
仿佛我的视线里只剩黑白
So I breathe
每个人的世界都缤纷绚烂
Will it ever end
除了我 只有我
You'll be fine
I say it again
I should let
Someone know

That something doesn't feel right
It's like I'm colorblind
Cause everybody's world's in color
Except for mine