colorblind (kin A remix)

Slow down
慢慢來
I know you wanna understand
我知道你想要理解
So Ill explain the best I can
所以我盡我所能
What this pain feels like
向你描述這種痛苦

其實很難
Its hard
因為我如坐針氈
Cause even as Im sitting here
只想消失不見
I would rather disappear
更不想面對外面的世界
Then face the world outside
我漂浮無依

在疾風驟雨的天空下
Im floating
我還好
In a violent sky
好吧可能不太好
Im okay
我只能大口喘息
Well maybe not
我會一直淪陷嗎

你將安然無恙
So I breathe
我說服自己
Am I gonna drown
我應該
Youll be fine
找一個人傾訴
I say it out loud
或許就能痊癒
I should let
只要我用力呼吸
Someone know
苦難會就此終結嗎
Maybe when Im better
你將安然無恙
So I breathe
我再次告訴自己
Will it ever end
我應該
Youll be fine
找一個人傾訴
I say it again
這種局面並不樂觀
I should let
彷彿我的視線裡只剩黑白
Someone know
每個人的世界都繽紛絢爛

除了我只有我
That something doesnt feel right
真讓人沮喪
Its like Im colorblind
目光所及只有黑白
Cause everybodys worlds in color
麻木讓我無法吐露隻字片語
Except for mine
一切言語都消極無力

真的很難
It sucks
哪怕只是坐在這兒
Cause everythings in black and white
我也在同密集的恐懼抗衡
And I cant say Im numb inside
沒有人見到我的陰暗面
Cause that just sounds so dark
我漂浮無依

在昏沉的天空下
Its hard
你以為你尚且安好
Cause even as were sitting here
但並不是
Im fighting off a constant fear
我只能用力呼吸
But no one sees that part
我會一直淪陷嗎

你將安然無恙
Its like Im floating
我說服自己
In a blacked out sky
我應該
You think youre okay
找一個人傾訴
But thenyoure not
或許就能痊癒

只要我用力呼吸
So I breathe
苦難會就此終結嗎
Am I gonna drown
你將安然無恙
Youll be fine
我一遍遍告訴自己
I say it out loud
我應該
I should let
找到傾訴的出口
Someone know
這種局面並不樂觀
Maybe when Im better
彷彿我的視線裡只剩黑白
So I breathe
每個人的世界都繽紛絢爛
Will it ever end
除了我只有我
Youll be fine
I say it again
I should let
Someone know

That something doesnt feel right
Its like Im colorblind
Cause everybodys worlds in color
Except for mine