Close To The Edge (Prod. Pendo46 & StarBeats)

Living on the edge
生活在边缘
I can’t get these voices out my head
我无法忘记那些声音
Something tells me that I’m better dead (x2)
有东西告诉我我好离开（x2）
Spirits talking and I’m breaking down
灵魂告诉我 我已经撑不住了
Everybody thinking I’m a clown
所有人都认为我是小丑
Dive in water I’m about to drown
潜到水中 感到窒息
Always talking when I’m not around
总是在我不在的时候说话
Ain’t nobody talk to me at school
学校里没人跟我说话
Im about to end it so it’s cool
我就要结束了所以很酷
I was broke ain’t never had a lot
心在慢慢地破碎
Always stuck up in a melting pot
总是被困在大熔炉里
Lost the people that I use to love
失去了我曾经爱的人
Lot of people say I’m not enough
很多人说我不够好
Lot of people tell a lot of bluffs
很多人说这不过虚张声势
Lately I been really living rough
最近我过着艰苦的生活
Everybody looking over me
所有人都看着我
Wonder will they ever notice me
不知道他们会注意到我
I’m the one that no one ever liked
我是个没人喜欢的人
Always thinking when it turns to night
当夜幕降临时总是在想
Look around nobody in my sight
在我的视线范围内环顾四周
There’s a lot of stuff I gotta hide
我有很多东西要藏起来
How did I get to this point in my life
我是怎么走到这一步的
Tell me why I gotta feel this way
告诉我为什么我要这样想
Didn’t want suicide as the result
我不想因此自杀
I’m sorry to everyone it’s not your fault
对不起，这不是你的错
I’m sorry I know that I should’ve just called
很抱歉，我知道我应该打电话来
Since I was little now I’m an adult
从我小时候起我就已经学会长大
Demons be talking they get in my head
恶魔进入我的大脑
Telling me yeah you be better off dead
告诉我 你最好死了
Don’t go outside always lay in my bed
不想出门 我夜夜躺着床上
Look at the water it’s coming out red
看水 它是红色的
Anti depressants they never will help
抑郁药他们永远不会有帮助
Can’t love nobody I don’t love myself
我变得不喜欢任何人也包括自己
Step in my shoes and you’ll see how I felt
站在我的立场上，你会看到我的感受
Drink it away but it’s bad for my health
尝试自我消化 但对我的健康有害
Living on the edge
生活在边缘
I can’t get these voices out my head
我无法忘记这些声音
Something tells me that I’m better dead (x2)
有东西告诉我 我最好离开（x2）