Close To The Edge (Prod. Pendo46 & StarBeats)

Living on the edge
生活在邊緣
I can't get these voices out my head
我無法忘記那些聲音
Something tells me that I'm better dead (x2)
有東西告訴我我好離開（x2）
Spirits talking and I'm breaking down
靈魂告訴我我已經撐不住了
Everybody thinking I'm a clown
所有人都認為我是小丑
Dive in water I'm about to drown
潛到水中感到窒息
Always talking when I'm not around
總是在我不在的時候說話
Ain't nobody talk to me at school
學校裡沒人跟我說話
Im about to end it so it's cool
我就要結束了所以很酷
I was broke ain't never had a lot
心在慢慢地破碎
Always stuck up in a melting pot
總是被困在大熔爐裡
Lost the people that I use to love
失去了我曾經愛的人
Lot of people say I'm not enough
很多人說我不夠好
Lot of people tell a lot of bluffs
很多人說這不過虛張聲勢
Lately I been really living rough
最近我過著艱苦的生活
Everybody looking over me
所有人都看著我
Wonder will they ever notice me
不知道他們會注意到我
I'm the one that no one ever liked
我是個沒人喜歡的人
Always thinking when it turns to night
當夜幕降臨時總是在想
Look around nobody in my sight
在我的視線範圍內環顧四周
There's a lot of stuff I gotta hide
我有很多東西要藏起來
How did I get to this point in my life
我是怎麼走到這一步的
Tell me why I gotta feel this way
告訴我為什麼我要這樣想
Didn't want suicide as the result
我不想因此自殺
I' m sorry to everyone it's not your fault
對不起，這不是你的錯
I'm sorry I know that I should've just called
很抱歉，我知道我應該打電話來
Since I was little now I'm an adult
從我小時候起我就已經學會長大
Demons be talking they get in my head
惡魔進入我的大腦
Telling me yeah you be better off dead
告訴我你最好死了
Don't go outside always lay in my bed
不想出門我夜夜躺著床上
Look at the water it's coming out red
看水它是紅色的
Anti depressants they never will help
抑鬱藥他們永遠不會有幫助
Can't love nobody I don't love myself
我變得不喜歡任何人也包括自己
Step in my shoes and you'll see how I felt
站在我的立場上，你會看到我的感受
Drink it away but it's bad for my health
嘗試自我消化但對我的健康有害
Living on the edge
生活在邊緣
I can't get these voices out my head
我無法忘記這些聲音
Something tells me that I'm better dead (x2)
有東西告訴我我最好離開（x2）