ion wanna b awake

I don't wanna be awake
All I think about is you and your face
I don't wanna go to sleep
All I dream is you and me where nothing changed
That'll teach me to never trust what they say
Is death the answer or my next fling?
I heard it offers forever and doesn't need a ring
But I'd lose you and our memories
You were on some f*ck sh*t
I almost left it
Gave me your word b**ch
Told me to rough it
You were on some f*ck sh*t
I said f*ck it
Gave you my love b**ch
And you just tossed it, tossed it
I can't even get drunk and forget you
When I get the spins I think of when I f*cked you
Tell me if you're happier or sadder without me
Days move by but your memory haunts me
I don't wanna be awake
All I think about is you and your face
I don't wanna go to sleep
All I dream is you and me where nothing changed
That'll teach me to never trust what they say
Is death the answer or my next fling?
I heard it offers forever and doesn't need a ring
But I'd lose you and our memories
Sittin' in the back drownin' out the last me
Special connection to you meant nothing
I wonder if it was real or I was lying
To myself in hopes you would love me
I don't wanna be awake
All I think about is you and your face
I don't wanna go to sleep
All I dream is you n me where nothing changed
That'll teach me to never trust what they say
Is death the answer or my next fling?
I heard it offers forever and doesn't need a ring
But I'd lose you and our memories
You were on some f*ck sh*t
I almost left it
Gave me your word b**ch
Told me to rough it
You were on some f*ck sh*t
I said f*ck it
Gave you my love bitch
And you just tossed it, tossed it
I can't even get drunk and forget you
When I get the spins I think of when I f*cked you
Tell me if you're happier or sadder without me
Days move by but your memory haunts me