why am i ok

Days they blur
他們模糊了時間
Your flame still burns
但你仍然在我心裡燃燒
Your name sounds worse
你名聲好像更壞了
But I'm unconcerned
但我不關心
I wanna be happy, you're off my mind
我想開心，但是你不在我腦海裡
I wanna say I'm great, but I just feel fine
我想說我感覺很好但我只感覺還不壞
Up late again searchin' for the sun at night
又一次熬夜為了不存在的太陽
Drifting through the day, to settle for the stars in the sky
日復一日，為了星空
I wish I could feel something
我希望我能明白
I wish I could feel you
我想我能明白你
I wish I could feel some pain
我希望我能理解痛苦
I wish I was black and blue
我希望我遍體鱗傷
Is this hell? Am I finally well ?
這是地獄？我真的安全嗎？
Never thought I wanna be burned so bad
從未想過我會如此慘
Is this hell? Am I finally well?
這是哪？我終於安全了嗎
Why am I okay?
為什麼我感覺不到
Days they blur
他們消磨了時光
Your flame still burns
但你仍然存在
Your name sounds worse
你名字對我來說像噩耗
But I'm unconcerned
但我只能假裝不過問
I wanna be happy, you're off my mind
我希望我能高興，但你不在
I wanna say I'm great, but I just feel fine
我希望我可以說出我感覺很好，但我一點也不這樣感覺
Up late again searchin' for the sun at night
熬夜凌晨只為虛影
Drifting through the day, to settle for the stars in the sky
日復一日，只為了滿目繁星
I wish I could feel something
我想我能感受
I wish I could feel you
我想我能感受你
I wish I could feel some pain
我想我能分擔痛苦
I wish I was black and blue
我希望受傷的全是我
Is this hell? Am I finally well?
這是哪？我無法分辨
Never thought I wanna be burned so bad
沒想過我思緒這麼混亂
Is this hell? Am I finally well?
這是地獄嗎我不明白
Why am, why am I okay?
為什麼為什麼我還存在