Blue Ft. Familypet

Feel the weight in my age
感受到我這個年齡的壓力
Should I drink and wilt right here
我應該在這裡逗留或任由自己枯萎嗎？
When the rage has all lifted
當怒火消失不見
Ill still use hate to block my fears
我仍然會用仇恨來阻止我的恐懼
I see blue
我眼裡皆是憂鬱
Ive left oceans, Ive left family
我離開了組織離開了家庭
No devotion
毫無信仰
Mixed up feelings bout existing
感情也是一團糟
Mostly anxious, of course broke
整日焦慮當然毀了我的生活
Guess Im angry
我想我的怒火中燒
Trying not to find a burner
試著平靜下來
Destruct naturally
卻又打破自然規律
Guess its like that
我想就是這樣的
Curse on my back
身後充滿詛咒
Only see black
我只看得見黑暗
In my memories
在我的記憶裡
Guess its like that
即使這樣的
Curse on my back
背後充滿詛咒
Only see black
我只看得見黑暗
In my memories
在我的記憶裡
I found religion in places it shouldnt be
我在錯的地方找到了宗教
And I found beauty in faces I shouldnt see
我看見了我不應該看到的美麗
Found I was clinging to people I didnt need
發現我執著於我不需要的人
Found out Id only be happy in my dreams
我只有在夢中才是開心的
Look at the stars
滿眼星辰
Watching them die
看著它們燃燒殆盡
Spacial perspective of my life
我生活中的形形色色
Smoke in the sky at midnight
在夜晚的星空下吞雲吐霧
Drifting out like high-tide
如潮水般漂流
Wondering whens the highlight
想知道什麼時候是亮點
Of my low life
在人生低谷之時
When someone dies i get tongue tied
當有人不復存在我卻說不出一句話
Because my mind just holds on tight to the thought that every night
因為每個夜裡我都抱有這樣的想法
Might be my last, wasnt built to last
也許是我的最後一次也許不是
And the years go slow but the days go fast.
日長似歲卻又似白駒過隙
And i cant move past the simple fact
我卻難以信服這個簡單的事實
That the end wont wait, even if you pray
時光不等人花錢也買不到
Even if you cry
淚水是無效的
Even if you beg
祈求也是無用功
We are all the same,
我們都一樣
In the way we hate ,
我們排斥的方式
The way we love,
我們愛的方式
At the end of the day were all the
當生命走到盡頭
Same
我們都無異