Aggression

These days are feeling cold, but my heart is feeling colder
天寒地坼，而我心愈涼；
Seems like everybody grows apart when they get older
似乎人們越是成長，越是逐漸疏遠。
If I started drinking, I think I'd be hardly sober
若我沉湎於酒精，我將很難清醒；
Chips on my shoulders are turning out to be boulders
我肩上時間的碎屑凝結成巨石，
I'm trying to keep my composure
重負當前，我只能盡量保持冷靜。
And they're like, 'Why are you changing?
而他人總愛對我說：
This ain't how you started
“你為什麼變了？你已不似從前。
Don't tell me you're broke, I want to hear you broken hearted
我想了解你的痛苦，而不是你的敷衍；
Talk about the stars, man, don't tell me you're starving
我想知道你的幸福過往，而不是潦倒現狀。
I want to hear about a girl who broke you down and departed'
我想听你講述那個令你心碎至死的女孩。”
And man, I've been done with it
拜託，我已經受夠了！
What I feel, I run with it
我的感受，我會自我消解，
Always real, I come with it
它們如此真實恐怖地伴我身旁。
Know that you in love with it, so listen up
你已全神貫注，所以聽我說——
Heartbreaks give you breaks for the heart
正是心碎給了你喘息的機會，
Cause its hard to be together when its falling apart
因為心碎後難再复合。
And I ain't trying to write it down when I don't know where to start
我不知該從何寫起我的過去，所以我放棄；
They want me to pick at these scars to give 'em light in the dark
人們企圖讓我細數傷痕，以痛苦給他們指引。
And its killing me, we're living all these moment inside
但痛苦會摧毀我，我們何嘗不是在痛苦中苟活？
And I've been building up aggression on the mic and she's like...
我的戾氣漸重，此時她對我說…
Baby, leave your struggles in the streets
親愛的，不要再掙扎，
Take your aggression out on me
你可以向我發洩憤怒。
You know I'm always down to be
你知道我一直都會，
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恪守秘密，保持清醒。
Baby, leave your struggles in the streets
親愛的，卸下你的防備，
Take your aggression out on me
你可以找我傾訴。
You know I'm always down to be
你知道我一直都會，
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恪守秘密，保持清醒。
The things I used to love, I would feel many things
提起舊愛我百感交集，
You ask me nowadays, I don't feel anything
但你如今問我，
Giving up on love or whatever it means
我卻已麻木無感。
To keep somebody around who just eventually leaves
放棄追求愛情吧，不論它意味著什麼；
Like, is this gonna last? Back in the feelings like trash though
愛情留不住人，愛人終成過客。
Tired of opinions, tell me, when did I ask?
“愛情會長久嗎？”愛情不過是能夠隨時拋棄的垃圾罷了。
I hit up an ex like I've been wanting us back
世人不斷給我“意見”， 但我何曾問過這個問題？
How am I thinking of the future when I'm stuck in the past?
我與我的前任聯繫，看起來好像在尋求復合。
Okay, back in the feelings I go, listen I'm letting you know
如果我沉淪於過去，我將如何面對未來？
I don't need a phone for me to tell you I'm letting you go
好吧，回到我的問題上來，聽我說：
Everybody's like, 'What's with the heartbreak songs , man?'
我不需要打電話告訴你我決定放你走，
Honestly, I've been staying up way to long
每個人都在問我：“這首悲傷的歌想要表達什麼？”
And nobody gets it, no matter what I'm confessing
實話說，我一直在熬夜。
If I told you I'm hurting, no ones down to address it
無論我幾般懺悔，沒有人能夠懂我；
They hear my words, not the message
我承受著煎熬，卻沒有人願意幫助我，
Baby, I'm used to this lesson
他們無法體會我言語下的波瀾。
She's standing there like always looking at me and says...
親愛的，這種教訓我已經承受得太多。
Baby, leave your struggles in the streets
她站在那裡，像從前那樣望著我。她說…
Take your aggression out on me
親愛的，不要再掙扎，
You know I'm always down to be
你可以向我發洩憤怒。
Discreet discretion
你知道我一直都會，
Baby, leave your struggles in the streets
恪守秘密，保持清醒。
Take your aggression out on me
親愛的，卸下你的防備，
You know I'm always down to be
你可以找我傾訴。
Discreet discretion
你知道我一直都會，
They say I sound like this, you say I sound like him
恪守秘密，保持清醒。
I write what I go through, there's no playing pretend
比起他人，你更了解我的另一面；
Could care less who you think I am, all of you I can see through
我寫下我的遭遇，此中無半句虛假。
Kids wanna rap, man, I do this cause I need to
我不會再在乎任何人，我能看穿所有人，
This life ain't a movie, you ain't getting a sequel
儘管會遭受指責，但我只遵從我的內心。
This world is so beautiful, I'm just sick of the people
生活不是電影，不會有續集；
Our flag says united, but nobody is equal
世界如此美麗，我只是厭惡人心；
If people didn't kill each other, things would be simple!
我們倡導團結，但人人並不平等；
Looking up to God like, 'Give me the strength'
如果人類不相互戕害，世界將會簡單得多。
Surrounded by evil, but it ain't breaking my faith
我跪求上帝：“請賜我力量。”
Talking to too many people to find the feeling you gave
縱使魔鬼包圍，我的信念仍堅韌不催。
You can find someone new, but nothing is ever the same
我嘗試在別人身上尋求你的氣息，
Looking at the mirror like, 'You're not to blame'
但新人常往，而舊人不再。
Lying to myself as if I'm not in the rain
我對鏡自持，告訴自己“不要感到愧疚”；
Cause look, even if you're feeling numb, you'll feel all the pain
欺瞞自我一切已雨過天晴。
And every nights just the same and all this mics ever saying is...
即使你認為你已麻木，痛苦也依舊尖銳。
Baby, leave your struggles in the streets
午夜時分，你的聲音依舊在我耳畔…
Take your aggression out on me
親愛的，不要再掙扎，
You know I'm always down to be
你可以向我發洩憤怒。
Discreet discretion
你知道我一直都會，
Baby, leave your struggles in the streets
恪守秘密，保持清醒。
Take your aggression out on me
親愛的，卸下你的防備，
You know I'm always down to be
你可以找我傾訴。
Discreet discretion
你知道我一直都會，