Covered up in lies
When they ask Im fine
Its like I almost believe em
Everything Im creating
I think I might this time
Ill be better somehow
We all got love for the weekends
And I said I was eager
So if I only try
Fake a smile
Say Im good
Lock it up for the moment
Hoping that they wont notice
But I only cry
Waste my time
Feeling blue
Hanging with my emotions
Hoping that they wont notice
I know I try
I know I hide
Lock it up for the moment
Hoping that they wont notice
I know I try
I know I hide
Lock it up for the moment
Hoping that they wont notice
Nows its ten oclock
I dont like small talk
Its like Im searching for reasons
To get closer to leaving
Already used my cards
And youre already bored
Yeah guess Ive never been decent
At the smooth conversations
So if I only try
Fake a smile
Say Im good
Lock it up for the moment
Hoping that they wont notice
But I only cry
Waste my time
Feeling blue
Hanging with my emotions
Hoping that they will notice
I know I try
I know I hide
Lock it up for the moment
Hoping that they wont notice
I know I try
I know I hide
Lock it up for the moment
Hoping that they wont notice
But the truth is Id rather stay home
Watching some old TV show
So I can escape the world
Pretending Im just like her
Tell em Im full of regret
So I don't have to to feel bad
Yeah this time was different
But I know it dont make sense
So if I only try
Fake a smile
Say Im good
Lock it up for the moment
Hoping that they wont notice
But I only cry
Waste my time
Feeling blue
Hanging with my emotions
Hoping that they will notice
I know I try
I know I hide
Lock it up for the moment
Hoping that they wont notice
I know I try
I know I hide
Lock it up for the moment
Hoping that they wont notice
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