Yeah i'm lying on the bed overthinking got me sad
是的，我躺在床上，思想過度，傷心至極
Every time i close my eyes demons whisper in my ears
每當我閉上眼睛，惡魔在我耳邊低語
Every night i wanna cry, tired hiding from the pain
每天晚上我都想哭，疲勞使我無法躲避痛苦
Don't ask me if i'm alright, swear the god im gonna lie
別問我還好嗎，我發誓我會撒謊
Feels like im dead but im breathing
感覺自己就像死了但我卻還在呼吸
Feels like im dreaming but i'm awake
感覺像是在做夢，但我醒著
Don't wanna eat but don't want to be hungry
不想吃，但不想餓著
Don't wanna sleep but don't want to awake u-uh
不想睡覺，但不想醒來
They say the miss the old me, but they're who killed the old me
他們說懷念以前的我但是他們也扼殺了以前的我
Please leave me alone tonight, im good on my own tonight
今晚請讓我一個人呆著，今晚我一個人過得很好
And everybody will come, when it's time too late
當時機太晚的時候，每個人都會來
I just pack up my shit go far away from a home
我只是把我的東西收拾好，遠離家
They just like'don't go, just be happy'
他們只是喜歡“不要走，要快樂”
But it hurts to laugh when u feeling down
但是當你感到沮喪的時候笑是很痛的
Yea why people likes to talk but they're never listening
是的，為什麼人們喜歡說話，但他們從來不聽
I crying every night just to think why am i alive
我每天晚上都哭，只是想一想為什麼我還活著
Please understand that im a broken heart yeah
請理解我的心碎
Please baby don't break my ****ing life yeah
求你了寶貝別毀了我的生活
What i really want to do is to ****ing stop existing from the reality
我真正想做的是停止現實中的存在
A little bit of pressure i just wanna stop it
一點點壓力，我只想阻止它
Yeah I know that I can't do that without dying
是啊，我可能只有死去才能解脫自我
Think Im gonna go and lay down in my room
我想我要去躺在我的房間裡
You broke my heart oh baby I 'm feelingblue
你傷了我的心，寶貝，我感到憂鬱
I don't want you to go but now I think I do
我曾不想讓你離開但我現在想開了
So I turn off the light
所以我關掉燈
And I lay her till night
和她纏綿到夜晚
Thinking about the day I lost you
想著我失去你的那一天
Cause all I want to do is fall in love
因為我只想墜入愛河
But now I'm left here looking at the stars
但現在我被留在這裡看著星星
Think I'm gonna fade into the dark
我想我會消失在黑暗中
Please understand that im a broken heart yeah
請理解我的心碎
Please baby don't break my ****ing life yeah
求你了寶貝別毀了我的生活
What i really want to do is to ****ing stop existing from the reality
我真正想做的是停止現實中的存在
A little bit of pressure i just wanna stop it
一點點壓力，我只是想阻止它
Yeah I know that I can't do that without dying
是啊，我可能只有死去才能解脫自我
Reality