monster in my mind

編曲製作：R!VY
I was driving through the dark
我在黑暗中駕駛著
Thinking that I finally can park
想著我終於可以停下來了
Try so hard to find the one
千辛萬苦找到那一個
Need someone else to fill my heart
需要別人來填補我的內心
Until that I feel alright
直到我感覺良好
So I stopped by every single stop
所以經過的每一站，我都會停下來
Try to fit myself in what I found
努力讓自己適應於我所找到的
But the guard dogs bark at me
但看門犬向我吠
And I know they're warning me
我知道它們在警醒我
I shouldn't be this easy
我不應該如此隨便
Not my wish but
並非我願但
Feel just like I'm nothing
感覺我一無是處
Screw my dignity
踐踏自己的尊嚴
It's like I'm an animal
就像我是只禽獸
Feel so unemotional
感到如此無動於衷
Something tells me it's all 'bout my humanity
我似乎知道這都是我的人性
I don't wanna be so trashy
我不想變得如此下賤
I got a monster in my mind I I
我腦子裡有隻怪物
I'm dying for approval
我渴望得到認可
surrounding by my side
伴隨在我的身邊
Somebody tells me why I I
請告訴我為什麼
It's not like I'm that kind of guy
我又不是那種人
Just to live by
苟且存活
Got a monster in my mind
腦子裡有隻怪物
Put my heart into a jar
把我的心放進罐子裡
Never ever let it fall apart
再也不讓它破碎
Seal it with vanilla scar
用香草疤痕密封
Bury it deep into the yard
把它深埋在院子裡
It won't lead me down again
它再也不會讓我墮落了
I'll keep myself sober in the bar
我讓自己在燈紅酒綠中保持清醒
Avoid all that makes me drown too far
避開所有讓我沉淪的東西
But I can't help falling deep
但我又不禁墜入深淵
into the world of m*rphine
在毒梟的世界裡沉淪
I don't wanna be a junkie
我不想成為癮君子
I know I've been
我知道我已經
taking all the ways and possibilities
嘗試所有的方法和可能性
Not to be a sucker
不成為受騙者
Not to be a prisoner
不成為囚犯
Why It's all in vain?
為什麼一切都是徒勞
How can away I flee?
我怎麼才能夠逃離
from all of the Mack Daddies
從所有的誘惑中逃離
I got a monster in my mind I I
我腦子裡有隻怪物
I'm dying for approval
我渴望得到認可
surrounding by my side
伴隨在我的身邊
Somebody tells me why I I
請告訴我為什麼
It's not like I'm that kind of guy
我又不是那種人
Just to live by
苟且存活
Got a monster in my mind
腦子裡有隻怪物
Got a monster in my mind
腦海裡有隻怪物
Mon
怪
Monster
怪物
Got me
使我
Monster in my
怪物在我
Mon
怪
Monster
怪物
Got me
使我
Got a monster in my
有隻怪物在我
I I
我我
I' m dying for approval
我渴望得到認可
surrounding by my side
伴隨在我的身邊
Somebody tells me why I I
請告訴我為什麼
It's not like I'm that kind of guy
我又不是那種人
Just to live by
苟且存活
I got a monster in my mind
我腦子裡有隻怪物