Christmas

I get lonely even if I never say it
I hate the silence I need someone else to break it
I don't think that I would fare too well in Vegas
I'm feeling lucky so I ask you how your day is
I say some crazy shit and then I walk it back
"The clothes you'll die in hanging on your rack"
Don't know what I meant to you by saying that
But now you're crying, so
Don't kiss me I have a cold
It's New Years Eve and I feel old
Don't hold my hand, I broke my thumb
It's Valentines Day and I feel numb
Stay the hell away from me
'Cause I'm staying home on Halloween
I've got a real short wish list
I just wanna be alone for Christmas
I can't pick up all the things that fall out my mouth
Don't know why I say 'em, maybe I think too loud
Really wish I could ask you where you are now
But I've got some sense of boundaries
Everybody thinks they're so goddamn unique
For looking for somebody who has less than them
I say I hate myself but what I really mean
Is that I hate that you're not enough for me
Don't kiss me I have a cold
It's New Years Eve and I feel old
Don't hold my hand, I broke my thumb
It's Valentines Day and I feel numb
Stay the hell away from me
'Cause I'm staying home on Halloween
I've got a real short wish list
I just wanna be alone for Christmas