Self Care

This can't be right
這不對
There's no delight
沒有喜悅
I know I'm hurting you too
我知道我正在傷害你
I feel ashamed
我感到慚愧
When you say my name
當你喊我的名字時
Like there's somethin' I can do
像我可以做任何事
I don't need this to feel
我不需要這種感覺
Like I've become something real
就像我已經是真實的我了
Your beautiful eyes and your blank stare
你美麗的眼睛和空洞的目光
I can't make myself care
我照顧不好自己
Holding my breath
屏住呼吸
Not there quite yet
還沒到時候
Dear God, I hope it comes soon
親愛的上帝我希望它會很快到來
Got too much time
我有太多時間
To figure out why
去找出原因
I'm so unhappy with you
我對你很不高興
I'm sure you don't understand
我知道你肯定不明白
Who the hell I think I am
我以為我是誰
Your beautiful eyes are sad and scared
你美麗的眼睛裡滿是悲傷和恐懼
But I can't make myself care
可我就是照顧不好我自己
Where will I find the answer
告訴我在哪裡可以找到答案
To what you're dying to know?
你想知道什麼
Am I wasting your time ?
我在浪費你的時間？
'Cause I can't cope
因為我無法應付你
Every kiss is perfect
你給我的每個吻都是完美的
But why does it feel like goodbye?
但為啥會有一種要再見的感覺
I promise you I'll try
我知道你會盡力而為的
One last time
最後一次
This can 't be right
這樣不對
There's no delight
沒有喜悅
I know I'm hurting you too
我知道我傷害了你...