what now

I been ignoring this big lump in my throat
澀澀酸楚的鼻子澀澀發緊的喉嚨
I shouldnt be crying, tears were for the weak
我不應該流淚眼淚是留給弱者的
The days I'm stronger, know what, so I say
一路走來我更加堅強不曾軟弱但
That's something missing
強勢之路有得有失
Whatever it is,
不管遺失的是什麼
it feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
總感覺它在透過雙面鏡譏諷嘲笑著我
Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me
無論是什麼它一直在嘲笑著我
And I just wanna scream
我只想聲嘶力竭的吶喊
What now? I just can't figure it out
該如何我已束手無策
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
該如何也許時間才是解藥
What now? ohhhh what now?
該如何該如何

本以為是他改變了我的生活
I found the one he changed my life
其實是我自己變了
But was it me that changed
他只是在對的時間走到了我的身旁
And he just happened to come at the right time
我本應該墜入愛河
I'm supposed to be in love
但我不是傻瓜
But i'm not mugging
不管遺失的是什麼
Whatever it is,
總感覺它在透過雙面鏡譏諷嘲笑著我
it feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
無論是什麼它一直在嘲笑著我
Whatever it is, it's just sitting there laughing at me
我只想聲嘶力竭的吶喊
And I just wanna scream
該如何我已束手無策
What now? I just can't figure it out
該如何也許時間才是解藥
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
該如何請告訴我
What now? please tell me
該如何
What now?
我沒有一個可以傾訴的朋友因為我一直在和他們玩名利遊戲

我的表面看似越開心內心實則越孤獨
There's no one to call cause im just playing games with them all
因為我悉心準備一切只換來兒戲一場
The most where im happy , the more that im feeling alone
積壓的情緒都不能發洩出去
Cause I spent every hour just going through the motions
被包裹得像乾屍但我只想嘶吼
I cant even get the emotions to come out
該如何我已束手無策
Dry as a bomb, but I just wanna shout
該如何也許時間才是解藥
What now? I just can't figure it out
該如何請告訴我
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
該如何
What now? somebody tell me
我不知該去向何方
What now?
我不知如何去感觸

我不知如何去哭泣
I dont know where to go
我不知為何會這樣
I dont know what to feel
我不知該去向何方
I dont know how to cry
我不知如何去感觸
I dont know ow ow why
我不知如何去哭泣
I dont know where to go
我不知為何會這樣
I dont know what to feel
我不知該去向何方
I dont know how to cry
我不知如何去感觸
I dont know ow ow why
我不知如何去哭泣
I dont know where to go
我不知為何會這樣
I dont know what to feel
該如何呢
I dont know how to cry
I dont know ow ow why
So what now?