By Now

I dont talk to anyone from high school
我的高中同學杳無音訊
Cause I dropped out freshman year
因為早在高一我就已經輟學
Signed a record deal
簽了一家唱片公司
Then made an album
做了張專輯
No ones ever gonna hear
最終沒有成功發布
Now theyve all graduated college
現在我的高中同學已經大學畢業
Ive never left the studio
我卻還在錄音棚內絞盡腦汁
Memories of half my life are missing
我半生的記憶已經消失
I still havent written anything you know
我的歌曲卻沒有被更多人聽到

但我還會讓自己心碎
But Ill keep breaking my own heart
讓我的音樂變成藝術
And finding ways to make it art
卻最終無所成就
Im still not where I wanna be
所以你們還想怎樣
So what more do you want from me?
我本該有所成就

直到現在
I should have been somebody
我本該有所成就
By now
直到現在
I should have been somebody
但一切沒有任何變化
By now
一年又過去
Not a damn thing has changed
沒人知道我的姓名
Another year goes by
我本該有所成就
And no one knows my name
五歲時我就從沒停止過表演
I shouldve been somebody
就連我父親生病的時候仍然是這樣的

家人搬家去休斯頓時，我留下來
Since I was five I never stopped performing
因為我不能失去這場演出機會
Even when my dad got sick
我犧牲了太多
I stayed behind, my family moved to Houston
當我付出一切時
One more ****ing show I just couldnt miss
我仍舊無所成就

所以你們還想怎樣
Ive sacrificed more than enough
我本該有所成就
And after everything Ive done
直到現在
Im still not where I wanna be
我本該有所成就
So what more do you want from me?
直到現在

但一切沒有任何變化
I should have been somebody
一年又過去
By now
沒人知道我的姓名
I should have been somebody
我應該有所成就
By now
我本該成為傳奇
Not a damn things changed
Another year goes by
And no one knows my name
I should have been somebody
I could have been somebody