control

Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous
清晨醒來，我仍舊感到一絲緊張不安
Fighting my anxiety constantly I try to control it
與我內心嘗試控制的焦慮不斷作鬥爭
Even when I know it's been forever
即使在我知道無法停止的時候
I can still feel the spin
我依舊可以感受到眩暈
Hurts when I remember and
我記得那些創傷
I never wanna feel it again
但不想再次經歷
Don't know if you get it 'cause
不知道你感同身受時會作何反應因為
I can 't express how thankful I am
我無法表達我的感激
That you were always with me when
你時常與我同在
It hurts I know that you understand
當傷害是如你我所知道的那樣
I don't wanna lose control
我不想就此失控
Nothing I can do anymore
我已用盡全力，卻無法挽回
Trying every day when I hold my breath
當我每天嘗試屏住呼吸
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
旋轉時空中，胸口被壓迫
I don't wanna lose control
我不想就此失控
Sometimes I still think it's coming but I know it's not
有時，儘管我知道再無可能，但是依舊抱有期待
Trying to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught
嘗試疾速呼吸，但似乎空氣無法追隨
'Cause even though I'm older now and
因為即使我開始明了我不再年輕
I know how to shake off the past
我知道如何擺脫過去
I wouldn't have made it if
我依舊不會成功
I didn't have you holding my hand
曾經沒有緊握你的雙手
I don't wanna lose control
我不想就此失控
Nothing I can do anymore
我已用盡全力，卻無法挽回
Trying every day when I hold my breath
當我每天嘗試屏住呼吸
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
旋轉時空中，胸口被壓迫
I don't wanna lose control
我不想就此失控
I need you to know I would
我想你明了，我會一如往昔
Never be this strong without you
失去你，我不再堅不可摧
You've seen how I've grown you took all my doubt
你將見證，隨著我歲月流逝，你如何令我對困惑釋然
'Cause you were home
因為你是像家一樣的地方
I don't wanna lose control
我不想就此失控
There's nothing I can do anymore
我已用盡全力，卻無法挽回
I don't wanna lose control
我不想就此失控
Nothing I can do anymore anymore anymore
我已用盡全力，卻無法挽回無法挽回無法挽回
Trying every day when I hold my breath
當我每天嘗試屏住呼吸
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
旋轉時空中，胸口被壓迫
I don't wanna lose control
我不想就此失控