Hate Me

Hate Me
Foiled
Blue October
我必須停止對你的所有思念，而不至於失去理智
I have to block out thoughts of you so i dont lose my head.
它們如同蟑螂一般爬來爬去，在我的床上產卵
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed.
一捲捲被扔掉的錄像帶都提醒著我的孓然一身
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that im alone,
在腦中重複播放的電影片段使得A片都有了家的感覺
playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home.
我的驕傲倍受燒灼，不安得在腦海中淌血
Theres a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain,
我只求你給我一絲平靜，但你大概再也不會給我打電話了吧？
an ounce of peace is all i want from you, will you never call again?
你也再不會當著我的面對我說你愛我了吧?
And will you never say that you love me, just to put it in my face?
你也再不會試圖聯繫我了吧？可這不正是我曾想要的空間嗎…？
And will you never try to reach me, it is i that wanted space..
今天憎恨我吧
Hate me today
明天也憎恨我吧
Hate me tomorrow
因為我沒能為你做到的一切而憎恨我吧
Hate me for all the things i didnt do for you
用各種方法恨我吧
Hate me in ways
是的，用那些難以忍受的各種方式啊
Yeah ways hard to swallow
憎恨我吧，這樣你才能看清什麼是對你最好的啊
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you
我已整整三月滴酒不沾保持清醒著，這是你幫我達到的成果啊
Im sober now for 3 whole months, thats one accomplishment that you helped me with.
這些總使我們彼此分離的東西，我再也不會觸碰了
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing i wont touch again.
我想以一種病態的方式感謝你使我的腦子在三更半夜還清醒著
In a sick way i want to thank you for holding my head up late at night,
而你在我忙著在我自己身上引發戰火的時候仍然想著阻止戰端
while i was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight.
你從來不質疑我對待事物的扭曲觀點譬如那些自毀性的憎惡
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate.
在一切都如此難以承受的時候是你仍讓我自我感覺良好
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take.
所以我開車離開你老遠以至於我能再也不用想起你
So ill drive so f*cking far away that ill never cross your mind,
付出任何也許會傷害你的代價，只是希望你能別再管我
and do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind.
今天憎恨我吧
Hate me today,
明天也恨我吧
hate me tomorrow.
因為我沒能為你做到的一切而憎恨我吧
Hate me for all the things i didnt do for you.
用各種方法恨我吧
Hate me in ways,
是的，用那些難以忍受的各種方式吧
yeah ways hard to swallow.
恨我吧，這樣你才能知道什麼是對你最好的啊
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you.
我心裡滿是悲傷，向你揮手道別
And with a sad heart i say bye to you and wave.
懊惱著我過去所犯下的一切錯誤在街上踢著影子
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that i have made.
像個小屁孩一樣，我根本就不是個男子漢啊
And like a baby boy, i never was a man,
直至我看到你湛藍的淚眼，當我將你的臉捧在掌心
til i saw your blue eyes cry, and i held your face in my hand.
接著我跌倒在地，哭號著'這一切快消失吧！'
And then i fell down yelling make it go away,
我只是想讓那笑顏再次像昔日那樣美好燦爛
and make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be.
可我只見她輕聲啜泣著說:“你怎麼可以這麼對我？ ”
And then she whispered, 'How could you do this to me?'
現在…恨我吧…
Hate me today,
未來……也請憎恨我吧
hate me tomorrow.
因那一切我沒能為你做到的事，恨我吧
Hate me for all the things i didnt do for you.
以各種方式…恨我吧……
Hate me in ways,
是啊，喲用那些，過於難以承受的方式吧…
yeah ways hard to swallow.
恨我吧，這樣你才能知道什麼對你，才是最好的……
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you...
什麼才是……
for you...
對你……
for you...
最好的啊……
for you...
...