Who I've Become

On another red eye from LA to Nashville
在另一個從洛杉磯到納什維爾的紅眼上
Im so tired
我感到十分疲憊
Ill smile but Im sad still its lonely
我將微笑但我悲傷它仍然是孤獨的
Between cities of people who dont know me
城市中的人都不了解我
They dont know me
他們都不了解我
But do I even know myself
但是我真的了解我自己嗎
Ive closed my eyes
我閉上了眼睛
Im scared of who Ive become
我害怕我會變成什麼樣的人
I live in disguise
我在偽裝中生活
As if it heals the harm Ive done
就好像它能治愈我所受過的傷害
My reflection screams
我的倒影尖叫
'Youre not enough anymore'
'你不再夠'
'Forget all your dreams'
'忘記你所有的夢想”
'You were better off before'
“你比以前更好”
I dont know who Ive become
我不知道我會變成什麼樣的人
In the back seat of my Uber
在我的Uber後座上
From the airport to get home
從機場到家的路上
I asked her
我問她
Whats it like, late at night driving strangers
在深夜開車載著陌生人是什麼感覺
She said 'Its lonely, no one even knows me'
她說“這是孤獨的，甚至沒有人了解我”
'They dont know me'
“他們不了解我'
But do I even know myself
但是我真的了解我自己嗎
Ive closed my eyes
我閉上了眼睛
Im scared of who Ive become
我害怕我會變成什麼樣的人
I live in disguise
我在偽裝中生活
As if it heals the harm Ive done
就好像它能治愈我所受過的傷害
My reflection screams
我的倒影尖叫
'Youre not enough anymore”
“你不再夠”
'Forget all your dreams'
“忘記你所有的夢想'
'You were better off before'
你比以前更好”
Ive closed my eyes
我閉上了眼睛
Im scared of who Ive become
我害怕我會變成什麼樣的人
I live in disguise
我在偽裝中生活
As if it heals theharm Ive done
就好像它能治愈我所受過的傷害
My reflection screams
我的倒影尖叫
'Youre not enough anymore'
'你不再夠”
'Forget all your dreams'
“忘記你所有的夢想”
'You were better off before'
你比以前更好'
I dont know who Ive become
我不知道我會變成什麼樣的人