2013

Ooh ohh oh ohh
Sometimes we can romanticize the past too much
有時我們會把過去過於浪漫化
And it ends up killing us inside
最終會殺死我們
Ooh ohh oh ohh
And even though we know it bad for us we do it anyway
我們一直這樣做即使我們知道它不好
But that's what makes us human
但這就是我們共同的原因
Take it back to when this sh*t was simple now I'm a curse being
讓我們回到簡單的時候就好像是個詛咒
I'm feeling nostalgic my memories starts to irk me
我開始懷舊但我的記憶讓我心煩
Shadows from the past coming back and it hurts see
過去很痛的陰影又回來了
Everything was different in 2000 and 13
00年和13年的一切都不同了
I was just a boy just a kid like the rest of them
我只是一個和他們一樣的男孩
I was blending but I did it standing next to them
我在掙扎但又在他們身邊
Everyday I thought about the future so depressed
每天我都如此沮喪的想著未來
In them I thought better days would
在他們身上我以為美好的日子會到來
Come but those were the best of them
來吧但這些是最好的
Nothing but dumb I was young
而我年輕時除了愚蠢什麼都沒有
And I thought I was in love I thought that girl was the one
我以為我戀愛了我以為那個女孩是屬於我的
She put her hair in a bun
她把頭髮盤成一個髮髻
She gave me kisses and hugs
她給了我親吻和擁抱
She made me happy as ****
她讓我像一樣快樂
I was someone she could trust until
我一直是她可以相信的人，直到
I f*cked it all up
我把一切都搞砸了
I won't forget where I'm from
我不會忘記我從哪來
I'm leaving here either way
我無論如何都要離開這裡
This is the place I grew up I hope they keep it the same
這是我長大的地方我希望它一直保持原樣
I'm moving on that's enough
我會繼續前進
So there's no reason to stay recalling all that I've done things
所以沒有理由一直回憶我做過的事請
I did creep in my brain
但它卻一直縈繞我腦海
I remember nights I would lay down on the train tracks
有一晚我曾躺在鐵軌上
Looking at the stars fall maybe they were spacecrafts
看著星星墜落可能它們是飛船
Tears falling from my face
眼淚從我臉頰滑落
Demons made the rain dance
惡魔讓雨起舞
Dempsey had a dead wish so he could end the pain fast
鄧普西有一個死的願望，這樣他就可以盡快結束痛苦
I was a loner that nobody noticed
我是個沒人注意的孤獨者
I'm saddest remotest
悲傷又遙遠
When I'm at my lowest
當我處在最低谷時
I'm under hipnosis
我被催眠
I'm some what a poet that's made of distinction and broken components
我是一個由不同和破碎的成分組成的詩人
Looks are deceiving
外表都是騙人的
I'm silently screaming
我無聲地尖叫
I hate when they tease me
我討厭他們都取笑我
It's hard enough breathing And
呼吸已經夠困難了
Finding a meaning in wanting and needing
在想要和需要中找到意義
I' m really not living my heart is just beating at times
我真的不是在生活，我的心臟只是有時在跳動
When I'm sleeping I feel like I'm leaving the planet
當我睡覺的時候，我感覺我要離開這個星球了
I'm living alone in a coffin
我一個人住在棺材裡
We're just repeating the process of breathing
我們只是在重複呼吸的過程
But maybe I'm dreaming I do that sh*t often
但也許我在做夢，我經常這樣做
Love is appealing but I don't believe in it
愛情很吸引人，但我不再相信它了
God is appealing but I don't believe in him
上帝是有吸引力的，我也不相信他
Look in the mirror now
看看鏡中的自己
What do you see in it trapped in my mind
你在我的腦海裡看到了什麼
And I don't wanna be in it
我不想待在裡面
And I know I might be lost forever but I'll always search for myself
我知道我可能會永遠迷失，但我會一直尋找自己
Always
一直