2013

Ooh ohh oh ohh
Sometimes we can romanticize the past too much
有时我们会把过去过于浪漫化
And it ends up killing us inside
最终会杀死我们
Ooh ohh oh ohh
And even though we know it bad for us we do it anyway
我们一直这样做即使我们知道它不好
But that's what makes us human
但这就是我们共同的原因
Take it back to when this sh*t was simple now I'm a curse being
让我们回到简单的时候就好像是个诅咒
I'm feeling nostalgic my memories starts to irk me
我开始怀旧但我的记忆让我心烦
Shadows from the past coming back and it hurts see
过去很痛的阴影又回来了
Everything was different in 2000 and 13
00年和13年的一切都不同了
I was just a boy just a kid like the rest of them
我只是一个和他们一样的男孩
I was blending but I did it standing next to them
我在挣扎但又在他们身边
Everyday I thought about the future so depressed
每天我都如此沮丧的想着未来
In them I thought better days would
在他们身上我以为美好的日子会到来
Come but those were the best of them
来吧但这些是最好的
Nothing but dumb I was young
而我年轻时除了愚蠢什么都没有
And I thought I was in love I thought that girl was the one
我以为我恋爱了我以为那个女孩是属于我的
She put her hair in a bun
她把头发盘成一个发髻
She gave me kisses and hugs
她给了我亲吻和拥抱
She made me happy as ****
她让我像一样快乐
I was someone she could trust until
我一直是她可以相信的人，直到
I f*cked it all up
我把一切都搞砸了
I won't forget where I'm from
我不会忘记我从哪来
I'm leaving here either way
我无论如何都要离开这里
This is the place I grew up I hope they keep it the same
这是我长大的地方我希望它一直保持原样
I'm moving on that's enough
我会继续前进
So there's no reason to stay recalling all that I've done things
所以没有理由一直回忆我做过的事请
I did creep in my brain
但它却一直萦绕我脑海
I remember nights I would lay down on the train tracks
有一晚我曾躺在铁轨上
Looking at the stars fall maybe they were spacecrafts
看着星星坠落可能它们是飞船
Tears falling from my face
眼泪从我脸颊滑落
Demons made the rain dance
恶魔让雨起舞
Dempsey had a dead wish so he could end the pain fast
邓普西有一个死的愿望，这样他就可以尽快结束痛苦
I was a loner that nobody noticed
我是个没人注意的孤独者
I'm saddest remotest
悲伤又遥远
When I'm at my lowest
当我处在最低谷时
I'm under hipnosis
我被催眠
I'm some what a poet that's made of distinction and broken components
我是一个由不同和破碎的成分组成的诗人
Looks are deceiving
外表都是骗人的
I'm silently screaming
我无声地尖叫
I hate when they tease me
我讨厌他们都取笑我
It's hard enough breathing And
呼吸已经够困难了
Finding a meaning in wanting and needing
在想要和需要中找到意义
I'm really not living my heart is just beating at times
我真的不是在生活，我的心脏只是有时在跳动
When I'm sleeping I feel like I'm leaving the planet
当我睡觉的时候，我感觉我要离开这个星球了
I'm living alone in a coffin
我一个人住在棺材里
We're just repeating the process of breathing
我们只是在重复呼吸的过程
But maybe I'm dreaming I do that sh*t often
但也许我在做梦，我经常这样做
Love is appealing but I don't believe in it
爱情很吸引人，但我不再相信它了
God is appealing but I don't believe in him
上帝是有吸引力的，我也不相信他
Look in the mirror now
看看镜中的自己
What do you see in it trapped in my mind
你在我的脑海里看到了什么
And I don't wanna be in it
我不想待在里面
And I know I might be lost forever but I'll always search for myself
我知道我可能会永远迷失，但我会一直寻找自己
Always
一直