You say I'm always in a mood
Well you're always in it too
Can't be honest with you
'cause nowaday I know it's true
You ****ed me up and you don't know me
I knew that you would ****ing use me
For what you wanted, I know the truth
So leave me be so I can alone
So leave me be so I can be alone
I know that you would ****ing use me
You don't even ****ing know me
You think that you would always notice
So leave me be so I can be alone
There is something that I gotta learn soon
Like when to keep my mouth closed
And when to open up and tell the truth
I can't keep living like this
In the scrutiny
In the spotlight
So I guess that I'll just disappear and be me
On my own accord
I don't owe a *** *ing thing to you anymore
So stop acting like I'm always indebted
I always want you to say
'Fvck it,' and get it
But honestly, it'd be much better if
You just disappeared or died
I know it's so bad
To say that 'I know that I tried'
And I ain't got no more
No more, no more
And I ain't got no more
And I ain't got no more
You're a contradiction
In every sense the definition
Don't come near me
Unless you got something that you want to petition
And every time that
I find myself lining up on the same track
I try to dodge it
I'm not a fan of this kind of indirection
hear myself (feat. 唯一的男人)