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I can feel it in my guts
I can feel it in the veins
Its just another door shut
Its just another restraint
Im numb to what Ive lost
I learn to hide within the plain
I dont like what Ive become
Another day I spend in vain
Terrified of who I am
Im waiting for the end
To come and take me under
Am I living in this lie
Part regret and part denial
Oh how can I recover

Turning over in the waves (capsizing)
Lost forever in this lonely grave (capsizing)
If tomorrow comes can I keep holding on
Or let this storm I made wash it all away

Its the 'No' from your lips
Its the sadness in your eyes
The emptiness I cant fix
With a smile and a lie
Terrified of who I am
Im waiting for the end
To come and take me under
Am I living in this lie
Part regret and part denial
Oh how can I recover
Turning over in the waves (capsizing)
Lost forever in this lonely grave (capsizing)
If tomorrow comes can I keep holding on
Or let this storm I made wash it all away
No shelter in this place
My head a hurricane
I need someone to rescue me
Dont abandon me

Turning over in the waves
Lost forever in this lonely grave
If tomorrow comes can I keep holding on
Or let this storm I made wash it all away
Turning over in the waves (capsizing)
Lost forever in this lonely grave (capsizing)
If tomorrow comes can I keep holding on
Or let this storm I made wash it all away

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