the hardest part

Call me up to meet you, static on the phone
Normally I need you, this time I dont wanna go
Lately I been growing into someone you dont know
You had the chance to love her but apparently you dont
No, you dont
So even if I could wouldnt go back where we started
I know youre still waiting, wondering where my heart is
Pray that things wont change but the hardest part is
Youre realising maybe I, maybe I aint the same
And what youre waiting for aint there no more anyway
Held you up so highly, deep under your spell
Your opinions would define me
This time I made some for myself
Cause lately I been certain, theres no further to go
Yeah, you had the chance to love me, but apparently you wont
No, you wont
So even if I could wouldnt go back where we started
I know youre still waiting, wondering where my heart is
Pray that things wont change but the hardest part is
Youre realising maybe I, maybe I aint the same
And what youre waiting for aint there no more anyway
And its okay, Im not gonna remember you that way
You say Im different now like thats so strange
But I was only 18
You shoulda known that I was always gonna change
Even if I could wouldnt go back where we started
I know youre still waiting, wondering where my heart is
Pray that things wont change but the hardest part is
Youre realising maybe I, maybe I aint the same
Aint there no more, I aint there no more
Aint there no more, I aint there no more
Aint there no more
But the hardest part is
Youre realising maybe I, maybe I aint the same
And what youre waiting for aint there no more anyway