Mix by：Airfylee
I don't really want my.....
我其實真的不想......
I don't really want my family hear this song cuz
我其實不想我的爸媽聽到這首歌因為
If I really die young
如果我真的英年早逝
tell'em I'm a rapper
告訴他們我是個說唱歌手
I don't wanna face that horrible face outside the door
我再也不想面對門外那張恐怖的臉了
If I really die young
如果我真的英年早逝
tell'em I'm a rapper
告訴他們我是個說唱歌手
If it hurts when I leave sorry my friends that's my fault
如果我的離開讓你感到難受，對不起我的朋友，那是我的錯
21 is a funny age even though I'm only 20
21是個有趣的年齡儘管我現在才20（xxx 果汁lil peep都在21歲去世）
Little experience but my passion has been empty
經歷不多但我的熱情已經退卻
If I really die young
如果我真的英年早逝
Tell'em I' m a rapper
告訴他們我是個說唱歌手
Who can turn my light on
誰來點亮我心裡的燈啊
Doesn't matter now I'm numb
算了不重要了反正我已經麻木了
Why you wasted my time shawty said she just want some fun
為什麼你要浪費我的時間她說她只是想找點樂子
Why you always hurts me like a demon bi**h you drag me down
為什麼你總是像惡魔一樣傷害我把我拖入深淵
You can take my heart and run away but the end I will chase it
你可以帶走我的心但我最後還是會拿回來的
Give you all the time never stop it at the end it was ****in waste it
從沒停止過在你身上花費時間現在我就把它當作浪費吧
Now I'm sick and tired
現在我十分厭倦
What they call a beautiful world
他們口中那美好的世界
Now I'm empathy the suicides
現在我對自我了結的想法感同身受
Everyone yearn for paradise
每個人都嚮往著天堂
Heartbreak Can I call you mine
心都碎了我能把你稱為我的嗎
If I tryna suicide
如果我想要自我了結
Once I thought that I could bought everything even I don't like
曾經我以為我可以買任何包括我不喜歡的東西
Wish that oneday I'm a rapper who don't worry bout the price
現在我希望有一天我是個不再擔心價格的說唱歌手
But it all seemed so illusory
但這一切看起來如此虛假
she gon' love me when I wear jewely
當我戴上珠寶她就會愛我了
Now I put my cold heart in my pocket
現在我把我冰冷的心藏在口袋中
I be the type to assassin a bad bitch
我會成為一個暗殺渣女的男人
所以不抱有期待生活更加輕鬆
冰凍了熱情我選擇平庸
清空了所有的朋友圈
行動在朋友們鬆手前
So many things in my mind I got no one to tell
如此多的事情在我心中我卻找不到人訴說
If I fall in to dark will you save me from hell
如果我墮入黑暗你會把我從地獄裡救出來嗎
will you save from hell
你會把我從地獄裡救出來嗎
will you bring me home
你會帶我回家嗎
Will you save me from hell
你會把我從地獄裡救出來嗎
Will you bring me home
你會帶我回家嗎
Money spills out of my pocket
錢都溢出了我的口袋
That remind me she's a bad bi**h
那才讓我意識到她是個壞女人
Everytime when the nights come
每當夜幕降臨的時候
oh lord I don't wanna die young
主啊如果生活美好誰又想英年早逝啊
If I really die young
如果我真的英年早逝
tell'em I'm a rapper
告訴他們我是個說唱歌手
I don't wanna face that horrible face outside the door
我再也不想面對門外那張恐怖的臉了
If I really die young
如果我真的英年早逝
Tell'em I'm a rapper
告訴他們我是個說唱歌手
If it hurts when I leave sorry my friends that's my fault
如果我的離開讓你感到難受，對不起我的朋友，那是我的錯
21 is a funny age even though I'm only 20
21是個有趣的年齡儘管我現在才20（xxx 果汁lil peep都在21歲去世）
Little experience but my passion has been empty
經歷不多但我的熱情已經退卻
If I really die young
如果我真的英年早逝
Tell'em I'm a rapper
告訴他們我是個說唱歌手
Who can turn my light on
誰能點亮我內心的燈啊
Doesn't matter now I'm numb
算了不重要了反正我已經麻木了
If I Really Die Young