I ALWAYS WANTED TO LEAVE

I always wanted to leave
我一直想要逃離
I'm just so sick of how
我只是厭倦了
You just invested in me
一直為你而活
So now I gotta find the best way out
現在我必須想辦法脫身了
(I always wanted to leave)
我一直想要逃離
Too many days that I've wasted
我浪費了太多的時間
Say that I'm abrasive, complacent
嘗試告訴你我不善解人意，總是自作多情
Got you moving back and you can't face it
而你每次都置之不理
Some days I wish that both my lungs would cave
有時候我希望我能無法呼吸
Fall asleep and never wake so that my words could breathe
昏睡過去，不再醒來，也許你才能聽進去我的話
Spare me all your insecurities
你的不安，總令我痛苦
I've got my own but I don't flaunt 'em so religiously
我也有自我，但從不毫不避諱地炫耀
Why do I keep giving time away
為什麼我還要浪費時間
Guess I just have to say
我想我真正的心聲是
I always wanted to leave
我一直想要逃離
I'm just so sick of how
我只是厭倦了
You just invested in me
一直為你而活
So now I gotta find my own way now
現在我必須想辦法脫身了
(I always wanted to leave)
我一直想要逃離

我想這一定很羞恥吧
I guess it's a shame
我如此直言不諱
I'm so damn destructive
而你卻從總言不由衷
And you're so reluctant to mean what you say
你表現地似乎你才是被凌虐的那個
The way you act so abused
還有那些你搪塞過去的事
The things you confuse
你其實知道我一直想要逃離
You know I always wanted to leave
嗨

唱出來吧，我聽著
'Hello...
我比任何人都愛你
You can sing, I'm here
全心全意
And I love you more than anyone or anything
我一直想要逃離
With all my heart.'
我一直想要逃離
I always wanted to leave
我只是厭倦了
(I always wanted to leave)
你已經傷透了我的心
I'm just so sick of how
找另一個人去寄生吧
You cut the deepest in me
我一直想要逃離
Go find another wrist to leech from now
是的
I always wanted to leave
是的
Yeah, yeah
是啊，我一直想要逃離
Oh, oh, oh yeah
我一直想要逃離
Yeah, yeah (I always wanted to leave)
I always wanted to leave