Say Goodbye Hollywood

Say goodbye say goodbye to Hollywood
Say goodbye say goodbye to Hollywood
Say goodbye say goodbye to Hollywood
Say goodbye say goodbye to Hollywood
Say goodbye say goodbye to Hollywood
Say goodbye say goodbye to Hollywood
Say goodbye say goodbye to Hollywood
Say goodbye say goodbye to Hollywood
I thought I had it all figured out I did
I thought I was tough enough to stick it out with kim
But I wasnt tough enough to juggle two things at once
I found myself planted on my knees in cuffs
Which shoulda been a reason enough for me to get my stuff
and just leave
How come I couldnt just see this ******t myself its me
Nobody coulda seen this ******t I felt
Knowin damn well she wasnt gonna be there when I fell
To catch me the minute she was seen she just bailed
Im standin and swingin on like 30 people by myself
I couldnt even see the millimeter when it fell
Turned around saw Gary sta******n a heater in his belt
Saw the bouncers rush him and beat him to the ground
I just sold 2 million records I dont need to go to jail
Im not about to lose my freedom over no female
I need to slow down trynna get my feet on solid ground
So for now

Bury my face in comic books cuz I dont wanna look
And nothin in this world is too much
I swallowed all I could
If I could swallow a bottle of Tylenol I would
And hit it for good and say goodbye to Hollywood
I prolly should cuz these problems are piled all atonce
Cuz everything that bothers me I got all bottled up
I think Im bottomin out but Im not about to give up
I gotta get up thank God I got a little girl
Now Im a responsible father so not alotta good
Id be to my daughter layin in the bottom of the mud
Must be in my blood cuz I dont know how to do it
All I know is I dont wanna follow in the footsteps
Of my dad cuz I hate him so bad
Worst feelin I had was growin up to be like his ****** ass
Man if you could understand why I am the way that I am
What do I say to my fans when I tell em

I dont wanna quit but ******t
I feel like this is it for me to have this much appeal
like this is sick
This is not a game this fame the real life is as sick
Publicity stunt my ass consume my ****** ******
****** the guns Im done Ill never look at gats
If I scrap Ima scrap it like I never wooped some ass
I love my fans but no one ever puts a grasp on the fact
That I sacrificed everything I had
I never dreamt Id get to the level that Im at
This is wack this is more then I ever coulda asked
Everywhere I go I had a sweater hood or mask
What about math? how come I wasnt never good at that
Its like the boy in a bubble who never could adapt Im
If I could go back I never woulda rapped
I sold my soul to the devil ill never get it back
I just wanna leave this game with level head intact
Imagine goin from bein no one and seein everything blow
And all you did was grow up Emceein
Its ****** crazy all I wanted was to give Hailie the life
I never had
Ive forced us to live alienated so im sayin

Goodbye

Goodbye Hollywood

Please dont cry for me
When Im gone for good
So goodbye
Goodbye Hollywood
Please dont cry for me
When Im gone for good