Hate It Here

08.Hate It Here
08.討厭這兒
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I try to stay busy
嘗試著讓自己忙碌起來
I do the dishes, I mow the lawn
刷洗碗碟修剪草坪
I try to keep myself occupied
試圖讓自己的注意力被其他事佔據
Even though I know youre not coming home
儘管我知道你不會再回來了
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I try to keep the house nice and neat
也試著讓房間整齊有序
I make my bed I change the sheets
整理床鋪更換床單
I even learned how to use the washing machine
我甚至學會了使用洗衣機的方法
But keeping things clean doesnt change anything
但是讓這些東西整潔又能改變些什麼呢
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What am I gonna do when I run out of shirts to fold?
襯衫疊完後我該做些什麼呢
What am I gonna do when I run out of lawn to mow?
草坪修剪後我該做些什麼呢
What am I gonna do if you never come home?
若是你再也不回來我又該怎麼辦啊
Tell me , what am I gonna do?
告訴我吧我該怎麼辦啊
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厭煩了
I hate it
我討厭這兒

當你不在這兒
I hate it here
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When youre gone
我又想你了
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想起我們過往的點滴
I caught myself thinking
試圖拭去這些已成過去的記憶
I caught myself thinking once again
試圖不再假裝不在意
Have to try to keep my mind out of this
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Try not to pretend
我以後會查看手機的
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也會及時查看郵箱
Ill check the phone
緊握著手機後我還是給你媽媽打了電話
Ill check the mail
她說你並不在那兒我應當留心的
Ill check the phone again and I call your mom
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She says youre not there and I should take care
我討厭這兒
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當你不在這兒
I hate it here
厭煩了
When youre gone
我討厭這兒
I hate it
當你不在這兒
I hate it here
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When youre gone
嘗試著讓自己忙碌起來
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倒掉垃圾清理地面
I try to stay busy
試圖讓自己的注意力被其他事佔據
I take out the trash, I sweep the floor
因為我知道你再也不會回來了
Try to keep myself occupied