hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have - but I have it

Lyrics by：Lana Del Rey/Jack Antonoff
Composed by：Lana Del Rey/Jack Antonoff
Produced by：Jack Antonoff/Lana Del Rey
I was reading Slim Aarons and I got to thinking that I thought
我讀著Slim Aarons 再一次思酌曾經千般的想法
Maybe I'd get less stressed if I was tested less like
若生活未曾給過我這麼多考驗或許我更願些許的解脫
All of these debutantes
涉世未深的年輕女子啊
Smiling for miles in pink dresses and high heels on white yachts
穿著高跟鞋和一襲粉色裙擺遙遠地微笑在白色的遊艇之上
But I'm not baby I'm not
但我不是她們親愛的我並非她們
No I'm not that I'm not
我永遠不會成為除我之外的其他人
I've been tearing around in my ******* nightgown
曾遊蕩四分穿著我那該死的睡袍
24/7 Sylvia Plath
無時無刻Sylvia Plath
Writing in blood on my walls
她的詩句以血為字書於我的牆面
'Cause the ink in my pen don't work in my notepad
因為記事本里筆墨已經無用
Don't ask if I'm happy you know that I'm not
別問我是否快樂你知道我並不快樂
But at best I can say I'm not sad
但至少我能說我並不悲哀
'Cause hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have
因為希望危險異常對於我這般的女人
Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have
希望危險異常若像我這樣的女人也想擁有

I had fifteen-year dances
十五年時光蹁躚舞蹈
Church basement romances yeah I've got
也曾擁有教堂地下室裡的浪漫情節
Spilling my guts with the Bowery Bums
和那些波威街酒鬼一同喝得爛醉
Is the only love I' ve ever known
彼時那是我知道的唯一的真愛
Except for the stage which I also call home when I'm not
除了被我當做港灣依賴的舞台
Servin' up God in a burnt coffee pot for the triad
當我無心侍奉上帝為他烹煮咖啡時只為了我的金主
Hello it's the most famous woman you know on the iPad
嗨這是你認識的iPad上最富有名譽的女人
Calling from beyond the grave I just wanna say 'Hi Dad'
在墳墓之上呼喚我只想叫一聲“嗨爹地”（可能指Otto Plath之死即前文提到的詩人Sylvia Plath之父）
I've been tearing up town in my ******* white gown
我曾身著長袍撕裂整個小鎮
Like a godd**n near sociopath
就像一個該死的反社會人
Shaking my a*s is the only thing that's
舞蹈這我的雙臀是唯一能夠
Got this black narcissist off my back
把那黑暗的自負者從未身上擺脫的方法
She couldn't care less and I never cared more
她不能滅掉關心的念頭我卻從未施與他人關懷
So there's no more to say about that
所以我也沒有要為自己辯護
Except hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have
除卻希望這危險的存在對於我這般的女人
Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman with my past
希望危險異常若像我這樣的女人也想擁有
There's a new revolution a loud evolution that I saw
新的革命正在上演我看見響徹雲霄的蛻變
Born of confusion and quiet collusion of which mostly I've known
疑惑的誕生還有那些人的勾結那些我熟識的人們
A modern day woman with a weak constitution 'cause I've got
一個時髦女郎內心脆弱不堪因為那些
Monsters still under my bed that I could never fight off
魔鬼依舊在我的床底蟄伏我永遠也無法將他們趕走
A gatekeeper carelessly dropping the keys on my nights off
是地獄的守門人粗心將鑰匙輕柔地扔進了我的夜晚
I've been tearing around in my ******* nightgown
我曾身著睡袍四處毀壞
24/7 Sylvia Plath
無時無刻Sylvia Plath
Writing in blood on your walls
她的詩句以血為字書於你的牆面
'Cause the ink in my pen don't look good in my pad
因為我的筆墨在iPad上寫不出漂亮的字
They write that I' m happy they know that I'm not
他們都寫著我的快樂他們都知道我並不快樂
But at best you can see I'm not sad
但至少你能看出我並不傷心
But hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have
希望危險異常對於我這般的女人
Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have
希望危險異常若像我這樣的女人也想擁有
Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have
希望危險異常若像我這樣的女人也想擁有
But I have it
但我擁有了它
Yeah I have it
是的我擁有了它
Yeah I have it
是的我擁有了它
I have
我擁有