Beyond The Pale

And *** was always there from when
I was only eight years - tempting me leave thirsty
Sweat, skin, a
PULSE divine to balance this restless
MIND - it seems so wonderfully physical
Oh the BLO
OD, the lust, the bodies that color the world: all drugs to die for!
Won't you share my fire?
How can LO
VE make that world a minefield of forbidden
GROUND? A map of untouchable skin and
SILENCED desire?
And love was there in vain,
PROFOUND and deep but traced with pain - too early for a child of
TEN Loving the pure and sane he sought the goddess unstained - watching them turn to flesh again
HUNGRY for both the
PURITY and
SIN Life seemed to him merely like a
GALLERY of how to be
And he was always much more
HUMAN than he wished to be
But there is a
LOGIC to his world, if they could only see
Wishing -
Sickened -
I'll - Ticking
SOMEONE still this hunger (it's in my blood) always growing stronger (ticking)
BUDAPEST I'm learning,
Budapest you're burning me
This is not who
I wanted to be, this is not what
I wanted to see
She's so young so why don't
I feel free now that she is here under me?
Naked- Touching -
Soft - Clutching
And then after all it lead me here to wake up again
Seeking a love that might make me feel free in myself but then it proves to be
Something that hurts inside when we touch, so
I move on,
I lose my way
Astray I'm trying too much to feel unchained, to burn out this sense of feeling cold
And every day
I seekmy prey: someone to taste and to hold
I feel alive during the split second when they smile and meet my eyes
But I could cry 'cause
I feel broken inside!
COME and D
ROWN with me- the
UNDERTOW will sweep us away!
And you will see that
I'm ADDICT
ED to my H
ONESTY Trust! '
Cause after all my sense of
TRUTH once crought me here
But I've L
OST control and
I don't know if
I am true to my soul
I've lost
CONTROL and
I don't know if
I am true to my soul
Losing control and
I don't know if
I am TRUE
AT ALL [Johan Hallgren] [Daniel Gildenlow]
And we were always much more human than we wished to be...
And I remember when you said you've been
UNDER him -
I was suprised to feel such pain
And all those years of being faithful to
YOU despite the hunger flowing through my veins
And I have always tried to calm things down -
SWALLOW down swallow down 'It's just another small THORN in my crown'
But suddenly one day there was too much blood in my eyes, and
I had to take this
WALK down
REMEDY LAN
E of whens and whys ...
Empty - Licking -
Clean - Choking
SOMEONE still hunger (possessing my mind) always growing stronger (craving)
BUDAPEST I'm learning,
Budapest I'm burning me
This is not who
I wanted to be, this is not what
I wanted to see
She's so young so why
I don't feel free now that she's under me?
In the morning she's going away in a
Budapest taxi
I've paid
Seeking freedom
I touched the untouched - it's too much -
I'm BEYOND
THE PALE...
Prematurity is the story of both you and me, and we were always much more human than we wished to be
Prematurity is truly the story of both you and me, and we were always much more human than we wished to be
We were always much more human than we wished to be - we were always much more human than we wished to be
We will always be much more human than we wish to be
WE WILL AL
WAYS MUCH
MORE HUMAN
THaN WE WI
SH TO BE...